It’s not the first time M disappears but it doesn’t stop me from being angry.

It makes me so mad that he just simply. Doesn’t care that we’re worried. That I’M worried.

After today, at least I have something to shove in his face when he gets back. I got an A+ in maths - a fit that he used to accomplish all the time. Needless to say, not anymore!

Still, as angry as I am, it doesn’t help the anxiety that seems to cloud my judgement. He has left his phone at home before, but when he does, he either comes back as soon as possible, or sends me a message via the internet from someone’s phone, or R.U’s computer. He also has been gone for prolonged amounts of time, without picking up his phone but… at least he had it. It was his way of saying “I’m FINE it’s my choice I’m being a douche”.

I’m angry AND worried. Is there a color for that?