"Pleasure Doing Business With Myself. As Usual..." The Sealing Eye closed up when Tymon was done observing and linking up points together, leaving one of his feminine forms, Tzita, within the darkness by herself. "... At Least SOMETHING Is Satisfying Around Here." She made a reference to Lolita, but knew that it would go unchecked because of how the turn of events played out regarding Black Friday and misunderstandings in transition as well as translation. "I Feel Like I Sound Like An Old Hag." It was disgusting to think that after over 1,000 years, Tzita was finally losing her youth simply because Tymon was aging and maturing... Especially because she knew what part of his identity that she actually fit into. "Ew. I've Become My Mother On Accident, As Well As A Lot Of Old Bitties." It was the most disgusting thing to think about, but fortunately, though she knew that she was inherently a persona that was adapted from Tymon's genetic information about his own mother, she was well aware that there were key differences about Tymon as a whole that made sure that Tzita (Zita) was not like his mother in more ways than Tymon would feel comfortable (since she was part of him as this part of him and could not exceed certain parameters without being his mother).
"I Need A Shower," was all she could say, meditating on the events that transpired and now being comfortable with her place both as a part of Black Friday and as Tymon in a feminine form. All of the work that it took to get to this point -- a point that Tymon knew for himself as Khrona -- made Tzita feel somewhat stressed. Fortunately, the best thing that came from this was that all her powers were unlocked again in order to restore a part of Tymon that was sealed off due to her own being sealed. With the Sealing Eye once more unrestricted, Tzita was free to do whatever she liked... After Tymon was done using this part of him for important dealings, that is.
"Time To Vamoose." Tzita said heartily, yet with a low and seductive tone, plotting her next point. "Sealing Eye :: Target Seal." One of her eyes opened up with a bright gleam and the rotating keyhole pupil suddenly came to a halt after a few revolutions (as if searching for a set position). She motionlessly hovered through the darkness, keeping her legs firm and toes to a point, like her feet were the arrows to the next destination. She cut and slipped deeper into the ambiguity of the Black Realm lucidly, gliding right through it like thick water.
With Tzita gone after being unlocked from Tymon's conscience, he now had to summon the next of his Great Darknesses, of all which were connected to his own childhood and history of youth in some way, shape or fashion completely seamlessly fluidly and fully.
The next of them, whose name was "Xios" would be summoned from the depths of the dark soul that burned within the emptiness of his childhood darkness, all of which defined separate parts of himself and segments of the layers of his childhood in chronological order with the periods corresponding to the times in which they occurred and what he was going through or which part of development in his life he was at. Each of these 'darknesses' were precious memories that were kept crystallized in Ty-chan, which was also observed in the future from the past by Xios (who trapped his own childhood in his past so that he could show it to his lover).
Xios was a very old work of Tymon's that personified a certain part of him that he was ignorant to and remained mysterious, something like an enigma, though it formed and developed solely based on Tymon's actual personality and his hidden, deeper feelings that he never expressed. It was like a Living Shadow, of sorts, that was always some sort of projected vision of himself at a deep base core value of which was not ever revealed yet always remained present. Over time, this 'darkness' that was known as 'Shadow' or 'Xios' in this instance continued to develop as the 'darker' half of Tymon's Pisces Zodiac heritage. With Tymon as his own light and the image of himself his darkness, eventually these beings that were developed in darkness appropriated themselves within Tymon's psyche and personality properly as the enigmatic persona that he donned in his silence. Thus, Xios, the dark alien, is part of Tymon's dark soul -- The Phantom.
"Don Xios." A command and a disguise, for in the times of the 'Dark Days' (As Tymon Referred To Them), the created demon alien 'Xios' became a mafia don during an invasion on another planet. He and his secret syndicate organized many underground hits throughout the planet that ended up with Xios winning the favor of the underground netherworld as 'Don Xios', which he only takes the seat of during times of secret or more grave crises. As a command, Tymon, himself, would become 'Xios' again, in the times where his 'Living Shadow' was still a nameless enigma that served as an extension of his own personality that was never expressed beyond himself in his childhood. As Don Xios, Tymon held many of his own secrets, memories and private matters tightly locked up in his mind and his heart, and though hearty about them, was tight-lipped about explanations since some of them were embarrassing or girly (due to Tymon's history of being very feminine growing up being tied to his 'Living Shadow' and the darkness it bears). The fusion was under way.
This darkness of Tymon's history -- the depths of the darkness of his mind, soul and body --
were kept in a different, special place within the darkness of his existence and history explaining it. "Grimnyzmal -- " The name of the actual fullness of Tymon's own Darkness; his Living Shadow -- The Abyzmal. It served as an eternal bearer of all of Tymon's darkness for him, especially the thoughts about himself, the essence of his spirit, his effeminate ways and where they stem from as well as what this darkness was originally and what it developed into whilst still maintaining its original substance and value. "Time To Sort Out The Darkness All The Way Up To The Void." Don Xios and Grimnyzmal were closely connected in terms of the layers of Tymon's own darkness, and those two were not close up to the foreground of the surface of the darkness. Because of this, they had to be kept hidden and contained without any form of leakage -- just as Tymon had done in his childhood, as a Ty-chan, so no one could see what his true character was as a person nor the fullness of his personality or how extensive the layers of its depths. The Void and those who were covering the Void as 'Void Bo$$' would manage that until Tymon brought them all together as the single independent one 'Void Bo$$' that he was when all of his Voids were appropriated -- which he was doing presently through Don Xios.
Time for the cover up. As usual, it was nothing fancy, but Tymon always covered his tracks very well and kept his mouth shut about it. "$hadow Bo$$." After using 'Don Xios' as his 'Face', Tymon engulfed himself in a 'Suit' that was made specifically for covering his tracks, movements, thoughts, feelings and keeping his mouth shut, which he'd been donning since childhood when he knew no one would be able to understand his true feelings and persona as a unique and independent individual. It restrained him so much that he also made himself out to be very blind and ignorant, as well as detached from literally every aspect of the world save for things that were choicely related to him or important at the time, of which he always picked up on. Thus, as Don Xios, Tymon would become the '$hadow Bo$$', which his own Spirit kept as a place for the Suit to rest. Tear 'Mechanica' Lacrimoso -- Who Was The 'Spirit' Of Tymon That Kept The Position Of '$hadow Bo$$' Safe -- would manifest in Tymon's heart and allow for him to surge with energy to feed to '$hadow Bo$$' Suit in order to keep it maintained (else it disappear). "Now, My 2nd Restriction -- Restriction Of Spirit -- Is Back In Place. Tear, My Spirit, Will Be Able To Feed Me Whilst I Do My... Dirty Work." No one knew about the relationship of Tear to Tymon as a full body (since Tear is a lesser manifestation of Khrona), but in Tymon's persona, he did play an important role, since the Spirit of Tymon is carried on through Tear and anything that tries to copy him. This is why the '$hadow Bo$$' was so important to Tymon and why it was Tear, himself, that is the '$hadow Bo$$' for Tymon to don when the time comes.
With the parts of the Darkness that belonged to Tymon from all parts of his history coming together to appropriate Tymon's power through the shadows of the 13 Restrictions -- that is, 'Before Tymon Knew Of The 13 Restrictions And Where They Were Within Him' -- "Karasu," the next layer of Tymon's Darkness was summoned. As in relation to his past, it is Commander Xios, when he led the army as one of the highest powers. Yet, in terms of actualization, it is the surface value of his own body (now known as 'Tomon') that dictated his body language and mannerisms based on his environment. With a special affiliation to crows, and a presence that draws them unto him, it serves as a pure container for everything that goes on within Tymon at any given time yet limits it all to the skin-deep face-value type surface interaction with all of the substance being withheld, restrained and confined to happening only within and shifting in power and energy without anyone noticing nor being able to tell the difference in his thoughts and feelings. It was the absolute perfect shell, yet still had expressions that were deep, acute, enigmatic and still somehow enticing. It was like an assassin and was used as such, yet also to gather feelings and thoughts of the self and others. The open receptiveness in every way, including vocally, audibly, visually, mentally, spiritually, emotionally and physically allowed for Tymon to 'absorb' everything from literally everywhere at any given time as well as filter out what was not suitable for him at all given times based on his natural and inherent 'Absorption' ability. All his powerful heightened sensitivity and 'Hyper Perception' in all his senses allowed for this to help him mature more swiftly and develop more definition much more intricately on an intrinsic level, which was once only the basic structure of what 'Khrona' was when Tymon was an adolescent. As such, the memories that were being recalled from each of these pieces of Tymon's whole self being broken up in the darkness collected from fragmented memories (some of which were known as 'Chrysms') would restore and refresh Tymon the moment he withdrew the pieces of his Dark Spirit back into himself from each of its places in the Veritas.
Now Tymon was pleased, for he could see something in the darkness that he once had long forgotten. "... The Dark Phoenix..." At a point in time, Tymon had a vision during the 'Zeroth Moon; Shin Reitsukiyomi' involving a spirit called the 'Ashen Volcano Crow; Volcanon'. This secretive figure ended up being the 'Dark Phoenix,' of which was a form that Xios had taken on in the past as a personification of Tymon's own spirit of darkness. Now that these two things were visually aligned and made congruent in Tymon's own memories through the darkness and with the darkness, it served as a new binding agent for the darkness of Tymon's mind and heart and body that would maintain the presence for all eternity and allow it to be reborn always. Such parts of Tymon's Dark Spirit -- Tabitha (Tymon's Childhood/Innocence), Thanytoz (Tymon's Mentality And Wisdom), The Phantom (Tymon's Spirit And Soul), Meiun *Black Friday* (Tymon's Badass Mysterious Gothic Heart), And Tzita (Tymon's Femininity Inherent From His Mother) -- would be everlasting bonds within Prime Chaos, the darkness of Tymon's life and the discord of his genes as well as the flux of his nature before it came to order (As In The Image Of God).
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