I feel at peace. Absolute peace. I can feel someone's strong gentle arms wrapped around me. I feel their chest rising and falling with their breathing. I feel completely safe and slightly foggy. I feel a hand brush the hair from my face and I realize the embrace is warm. I don't want to wake up but I have to, then everything rushes at me. It feels like someone dropped a brick mansion on me. I squeeze my eyes shut then open them wide. I stare up into the most beautiful ocean blue eyes with a very worried expression and a warm concerned smile. He tightens the embrace and my brain realizes it's General Kaname Hyatae and I'm safe, for now.

 I observe my surroundings and curse myself for fainting. I push myself up using the General to steady myself. I realize stress is a major stressor that causes me to faint. I really hate knowing how to solve an issue after it's wrecked my life for so long. 

 It all started after I tried to make an ice portal to an arctic underside, a dimension parallel to our Arctic Circle. I was so sure that I could at least do my magic correctly and it would work how I expected. I made the portal but it went to Citcra Edisrednu which as the name suggests is the world parallel to the world I was trying to go to. I went in thinking it was the correct portal. I made the portal because I wanted moon gold orb flowers that were very powerful and only grew in the underside. I was wrong and I instead went into a world were the flowers that grew looked just like the moon gold orb flowers but instead of helping, the flowers instead absorbed the weak parts of your mind, it sounds like it should help but it leaves your mind frayed. You can feel the damage happen and the damage mentally scares you.

 I feel the little breaks in my mind and wish I had never let my mind begin to break. I'm shookith with myself and pull my head together. I should never let anyone know that my state of mind is really fragile.

I let go of the General and then head down to my room. As soon as I get there I go to my bed and fall asleep as soon my head hits the pillow. I enter a shared dream plane with Prince Matthew but today I feel an ominous presence. In the dream I'm a wolf and I see Matthew who is also in wolf form.