"I-I..I'm sorry Miss light..I really really tried to help her, but.." zen kept crying and my mother hugged him. "It's ok Zen. You did what you could and that's all that matters..we miss her too, right Naoki" asks my mother as she broke the hug. "It's all his fault! You didn't save my big sister!" I kept crying and crying. "I-I tried..." said Zen. "ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS YOURSELF!" I ran upstairs in tears. "I'm sorry about him...it's just harder on him" she said. "That's fine, I understand that he's a pretty moody kid" said Zen.

I've been kept up all night by the memories and grief this scientist caused me. I've pushed everyone away and I mean everyone.

"Naoki! Do you wanna come and play?" Asks Jordan. "No! Leave me alone!" I yelled at him. "I-I thought we were fr-friends" Jordan started crying. "I don't even know what friends are anymore!" I ran off.

Who am I kidding..I'm still a huge jerk. No one likes me...not even Maria. She probably only likes me because we're forced to be roommates for two years. Speaking of the werewolf I heard a yawn and it was her waking up. "Did you even go to sleep at all last night?" She questioned and I shook my head. "You wanna talk about it?" This is just stupid and pointless, so I shook my head and exited the room. I needed time.

-Laboratory-

I walked in and someone stopped me. "Name? Age? Job?" Security is just stupid here. "None. Of. Your business" I said and pushed him out of the way heading to the labs. I kept walking around trying to find Zen's room where he works and when I did I walked in and sat down.

"Thought I would never see you again," said Zen. "Don't push it" I said and he sighed. "I see you still hate me after all these years. I blame myself too you know when you said it was my fault and I kinda believed you..." Zen put his head down and his ears wilted. "I've been suffering as much as you...I know I-I could have done something...b-but it h-happened so fast" Zen was crying..oh gosh I have to comfort him do i.

-Zen-

I heard him walk up and sit beside me. Is his heart finally being a heart? "I'm sorry I blamed you...when you lose the only person close to you it's hard," said Naoki. "I know what you mean. Losing your sister broke my heart as much as yours. She was the only thing I had left after my parents abandoned me due to me being half-animal. Anyways you should get back, it's late. Come tomorrow and I'll teach you some stuff about hybrids" said Zen. "Alright, so I guess were friends now," I said. "Correct," said Zen.