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Feels

Dec 23, 2018

She lays there eyes wide
Wondering what went wrong
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2
3
4
All her family she thought was going to be there
All her friends, even the one she thought she could count on
Gone
No one there
No one she can call
Everyone is gone
She lived a life of regret 
Hurt
Love
But none of that ever matters
No matter how much she tired
It always came back to bite her in the ass
She tired to take her own life
But thought twice
She tried to cut
Didn't help
Her life has been nothing but hurt
Pain
Suffering
Blood loss that shouldn't happen
Love that shouldn't form
But most of all her hatred
For herself
You're beautiful
they said
Don't give up
They said
Its not worth it 
they said
But she didn't listen 
There is everything wrong with her
Her face
Hair
Scent
Everything
She feels
Broken
Hurt
Worthless
Dead
Die fatty
they said
She stinks
they said
She's lived with this for 14 years of her life
8th grade still dealing 
with bullies
Fake friends
Fake people
Family that doesn't listen
An abusive father
Only one person in the world cared
It was her sister
Not blood
Kaitlyn was the only one
The only one who dared to stay by her side
The only one who loved her truly
People say they love her 
They don't
If they did she wouldn't be gone 
She wouldn't be cut in places where no cuts should be
She wouldn't have a gun in her room 
Clipped and ready for the day
The day it'll be useful
Who will she blame
Herself?
Her mom?
Her sister?
Who
The only logical person
Herself
She says goodbye to everyone 
She only wants to make everyone happy
So she'll leave earth and never return
So good-bye everyone who cared about her
Cause you'll never see her again
-Angel Richards
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Ashton Jones (AJ)

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My song to you. I want everyone to know how hard it is for me. And people who have the nerve to f*ck with me. I love everyone. I just want you to know. You can think I'm aiming for pity. I'm not. I don't want it.

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