After the call, when I looked at Jayden he looked surprised. It looked like he heard the whole conversation. A little upsetting because I didn't want him to know, obviously. Then he said, with his dumb face, " What was that?"

I was scared. I know he didn't know everything about my family just by what my mom said but I could tell he looked really shocked.

I was worried so I tried to play it off in my dumb way saying it was nothing, but he said, and I quote, " It was obviously something and if you don't tell me I'm just gonna take you there and find out on my own." 

" Okay, Okay. My mom is mad at me and she told me to stay away for a week and I stayed away for a couple days and she got more pissed for me listening to her."

" Thanks for telling me, Liam"

"I should probably go home. And so should you."

"OK. BYEEEEEEE"

"Bye, idiot"

When I got home mother, father, brother, uncle, and my aunt, which is amazing she gives me liquor, was in the living room.

"SO YOU"RE FUCKING GAY!" * just so you know and me tbh this one is the mom*

"YOU FAGOT!" * this one is the father*

"You like getting fucked in the ass HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" * this one is the uncle*

I thought to myself, 'look whos talking,' but I started to tear up.

"Look, he's crying now HHHHAAAAAA" * The brother who probably has a crush on him is speaking*

Then my auntie yelled " LOOK WHO IS TALKING, ALL OF YOU! YOU, YOU'RE SO POST TO BE HIS FATHER AND YOU FUCKIN RAPE HIM WHEN YOU HAVE THE CHANCE. AND YOU, YOU'RE HIS BROTHER. LOOK At ALL THE SCARS ON HIS BODY BECAUSE OF YOU. And don't forget my husband I just can't think of the right words for you. Yo-"

She got cut off by a slap from mother. Mother then said," My family isn't gay just the retard."

After about 30 minutes both father and brother came into my room.

Father smirked, " Looks like you need to be punished." Brother then cut in "You seem like you need it anyway."

Father then took his pants off, his fully erect dick showing. Brother grabbed my arms and took mine off. I tried to loosen the grip but nothing happened. Father pulled my legs around him, with me still in the air, and shoved his cock all the way in me. 

-I don't want to go on with this so I'm just gonna cut to when they are finished. I wrote it all out but it was too brutal and I think I would get kicked off If I posted it lol. I am sorry-

I thought what my life would be like if my sister didn't kill herself. I thought we could have comforted each other. I turned to my bedside table, cum and blood dripped off of me. I opened the drawer and took out her suicide note.

She wrote-

           I'm sorry, Liam, I couldn't take it anymore. Dad always coming into my room at night ruined me. We only had each other and I'm very sorry, but I had to. When I got someone I loved I couldn't help thinking my life would be fixed, but it didn't. Dad came more often when he found out and I became pregnant. I didn't want to kill a baby by getting an abortion, but brother, the things he did to you and me were horrible. He made me lose the child. I'm sorry I didn't tell you about this. I'm really, so very sorry. Live a good life. Get into college, get a good job. Show this to the police after a year or two.

                                                                                               I'm sorry. I love you,

                                                                                                                      Jessi.

This is about the 100th time I read this letter.