Shawn Pov

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"Hey Shawn are you listening to me". Suddenly Lodi shake me. I was completely in my own mind. I was still thinking about what Egzy told me. If I stay here it will bring only trouble to the tribe then I better leave from here. Yeah that's the only solution. I look at Lodi, who was peeling the fruits for me. I will really miss him.

"Are you alright Shawn!?", Suddenly Lodi looked at me.

"Yeah! Everything is fine, now come on and feed me I am so hungry", I open my mouth causing Lodi to laugh.

"You are like a baby bird", He tells me while laughing. He put the piece of the fresh fruit between his front teeth and push the fruit inside my mouth by a kiss. Then he broke the kiss while biting his lips as a seduction.

"Is it how you are gonna feed me every day?", I mocked him

"Well if you don't mind", We both laughed together. All of a second we were interrupt by a cough sound. It was Egzy, why was he here now?.

"Sorry for disturbing your two but Lodi, Ame is calling you, it is about something very urgent", He suddenly looked toward me and bow again. Ahh he is so serious, I wonder whose that poor person who gonna fall for him.( The poor person will appeared in book2 be prepared lol)

"Ok Anya I will go and see Ame and Shawn please wait for me ok", Lodi kissed me and stood up and went away."Have you already made up your decision", suddenly Ezgy sat aside of me

"Yes"I whispered but it was enough for Ezgy to hear my reply.

"Look Shawn I know you think I am a bad man but the truth is that I want to save my tribe. This tribe means a lot for me and my family. I really don't want it to disappear like the Moon goddess tribe".

"I know that you want your tribe to be safe but what about Lodi?, What about his feeling?, If I go away from him, will he be able to live without me?, Have you ever thought about my feeling and you call yourself being thoughtful and care about everything but this is wrong", I wanted to cry but no I can't do it now.

"Shawn I am very sorry but you must g..",

"Don't worry I already put the GPS on and tonight I will leave this place but please can you promise me something", I asked Egzy and looked at him.

"Yes, everything", He replied

"Please care take of Lodi and maybe find someone else for him so that he don't live alone", I stood up

"Then can you find another person in your country?", Egzy suddenly asked me

"No never,nobody can replace Lodi", I shout

"Then this is the same case for Lodi he may live without you but will never forget you till death", Egzy stood up when suddenly he gently rubbed his nose against mine. That was the first time that Egzy did that.

"Do you know why here we rubbed our nose together?, one it is for greeting and second it show that they trust you that mean I trust you Shawn I am so happy that My little Anya got a fabulous wife like you", Egzy smiled at me and turn his back on his way to go when I stop him.

"Thank Anya", Egzy looked shocked when I called him that but he nodded and went away, disappear. Last night Lodi told me that Anya means brother. This is how I decided to call him that as I don't know if I will ever see him again. I won't see Lodi again and his caring face.

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While the all the tribe was enjoying themselves during the night near the fire this was then I decided to go away but before that I decided to see them one last time. I peek at them. Lexy was laughing with his lover and his belly was big enough, I was really sad that I couldn't see his baby. Then Rani and Raja was dancing around the fire with the other people. They looked very happy. I am glad that Raja found his mate since he was very lonely for many year and now I know the feeling of losing you love.

Ame and Ami are still like lover birds kissing each other and at last was Lodi. Who was sitting like a king and he would have looked even more good if at his side were his wife which is me far away from him. I will really miss this style of sitting, laughing, talking and his warmth. I am so sorry Lodi for leaving you without telling you but what could I do as a wife of the future leader I shall protect the tribes with you even if it cost our separation. I really don't want people destroy your tribe which mean your happiness.

It is getting late I really need to go now my sexy husband I wish I could call you that every day we woke up and have many babies together. But I guess this can't happen", I quickly walked away with the big leather that Anya Egzy gave from to prevent myself from getting cold and I grabbed the fire wood an went away. Goodbye my Sexy tribes this will be the last time that I gonna say this. The forest and the clan will really miss me. I hope they live well.

I already arrived at the location which is near the waterfall. I slowly sat on a rock and wait for friends and the rescues to come. Suddenly the GPs keep blinking non-stop. I was confused I couldn't understand. Maybe the battery low, but suddenly I heard someone yelling. My heart wanted it to be Lodi but the moment I turn it was not him but it was Daren and Logan. They both quickly ran to me and hugged me. More flash light could be see as four or more officers were with them.

'Omg Shawn we were so scared and thank god you are safe and sound, Officer please let go from here quick", Daren wrapped me into a blanket. I was so tired and sad that I couldn't talk. Logan slowly lift me up amd walk with the officer and Daren was aside of him.

I didn't even when we got into a helicopter, Daren and Logan with me. I started feeling tired and when I looked through the window it was the last glance I could get of the forest and then I eyes closed slowly on its own.

Lodi I love you

To be continue