I don't care
I never have
When I smile, it's a lie
When I cry, I'm faking the tears
Because I don't care

I say I love you
I say I care
But I really don't
Because I don't feel

The only thing I've ever felt is longing
Longing for you to see the world as I do
A gray, unending land of nothingness
Except for you
But then, I feel nothing for you, so I don't care

You thought you hurt me before
But I didn't feel it
You can try now
And I still won't feel it
Apathy will keep me safe