I am not as I seem 
I laugh and play like everyone else 
with a smile on my flushed face 
everything will be fine 
when everything is and then not 
It differs now and then 
like a silver lined cloud 
things may not be as good as they are 
I’ve learned to cope 
Inevitably 
the clouds change 
something is there then 
Be here for me! 
Until I’m there 
wind blows me around 
like a storm trying to fix itself 
thinking that nothing can go right 
with tears in my blue eyes 
I sit alone 
I am not as I seem