Riku Pov

The snow falling from the dark and heavy sky and fall on the wet ground. Well it was still winter, guess we will have to wait for summer and the sun. I walked out from the hospital after waving goodbye to Miss Jihoon and enter my car. I am kind not in the mood and why?,

Its because of that bastard Haru left for 1 month and still haven't call me. He like to disappear and then come back. This is really annoying. If he is going to go, he could have call me or even send a message but no nothing from him.

And Usui, this guy is really annoying too, every times I try to talk to him, he would flee away. And I still haven't got my fucking explanation about him and Yuu affairs. Just wait for tomorrow I will corner him and then tie him in a chair.

I put on the heater and remove my coat and put at the backseat along with my bag. I sigh and start the engine.

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I think the snow was an old enemy of me because it is the thrice time that I have slide on the frozen ice while climbing the stairs up to my apartment. Geez, I hate snow.This time I grab the metal stairs holder and climb carefully, after fighting the frozen ice I finally succeeded to reach my destination. Shit I really sound like a child. Suddenly I saw a person sitting on the floor near my door. Then the person lift his head up. It was none other than the lord Haru who was siting down, once he saw me, he stood up and walked toward and was about to hug me when I stopped him by dodging him and went straight to unlock my door when suddenly he wrapped his huge arm around me.

"Let me go you dick head", I smacked him on is head but he didn't even dodge 1 mm.

"Why are you so angry and correction I don't even have a dick head, It has many difference", He whispered in my ears cause my limbs to gave up. Shit whats that feeling? nah maybe I'm tired, yeah that's the only reason and not other else.

"Let go, you fucking disappear for a whole month and you are asking why I'm angry, you could have called me or texted me, now get out I don't wanna see your fucking face", I got break from his glimpse and unlock my door and put on the code.

"So, I thought right you really changed your passcode", Haru peek behind me

I jumped from his manly voice and stares at him, I quickly enter the apartment and closed the door but he block it with his feet and try to prevent me from closing the door.

"Haru, just take your leg out",

"No I need to talk to you, I really need to explain everything about me", He didn't gave up and let the feet cornered by the door. That must be painful. But why don't he even let it go. Why is he hurting himself for me.

"I don't wanna listen to you, just go away with your girlfriend or whatever and enjoy yourself", I pushed the door more harder but he caught my hand from the free space and pushed the door. I tired to block the door with the vase table but he catch the chance while I didn't grabbed the door. He slammed the door which hit against the wall,

"When,I told you, I really need to talk then I really meant by that and what the hell were you talking about, my girlfriend!", He walked to me like a predator while I was backing away as his prey. While in the intent of walking away from him. I didn't notice the sofa which I got corner and he push me on the sofa and got top of me. He was panting hardly. He gently caressed my cheek with his cold hand which reminds me perhaps he waited for me for a long time outside since I change the code.

"Haru",

"Were you missing me?", He questioned

"What, no I didn't, and why should I?, I really don't give a damn to your personal life", I invert my eyes away from his lusty stares.

"Liar",

"No, why should I lie", I argue

"You are lying, I clearly see that you are happy to see me and you are just angry because you were missing me", He tugged my chin near his face.

"I Don't care just go to your woman who is waiting for you at your house", I pushed him and walked away but he grab my wrist and tug me to his chest and lay his head on my shoulder.

"Seriously, Riku you are such a jealous boy, don't worry I don't have any girlfriend cause I'm single and always wanna to mingle with you", He lift his head and made me blush hard as he saw it he quickly kissed me on the cheek and then the nose, up to the forehead and he came directly to my lips. I couldn't refuse those lips as if I could see spark around me. That was an incredible feeling. What's that feeling? Ahh I know Its love.

Love, I never experiment something that. He whispered something to me but I couldn't catch it up. His breath and the warm arm around me can cause me to melt and it is all Haru fault.

Shit, why did I fall in love with this dick head. He is so stupid and childish. Yeah A childish guy with a lot of money. I still have a doubt that he is a serial killer. He suddenly stopped nuzzling in my neck and drew away from me which cause the cold to surround me again. The light was still off but I sense that I could see him looking at me with lusty stares. I trembling when he touch my lips with his his thumb and and lick his lips.

"Riku, we need to go", He stood up and grab my hand

"Go, but where?",

"To my house",

"Euhh no way", what the fuck he is talking about, I wanna go and sleep, I'm really tired.

"Yes",

"No"

"Yes",

"No, I'm tired and tomorrow I've work", I release my hand from me and walked toward the kitchen to grabbed a glass of water.

"Seriously, Riku its just for a moment", He followed me and put the glass down

"Hey, I haven't finish drinking", I argue but he was looking damn serious about going to his house, I mean I can't go,. What if he is a real serial killer. Shit what the heck are you imagine.

"Please nah, I really need to show you something",

"No", And that was my finale respond, but I knew him, he wouldn't give up like.

"If you don't then I gonna carry you to my car", he approached to me.

"You can't, I'm heavy and you will literally break your bones a way that doctors wouldn't be able to fixed it also included me in that", I put my hands in the air and mocked which sure hit directly to his nerve that can be clearly be shown on his face

"Well, I don't mind it", He walked to me and forcely grabbed my tight and bring it up in the air. I must say that he is muscle.

"No, don't wanna", I grab the door and tried to stop him but of course how can you stop a bullet gun.

"The hell Riku leave that damn door", He tug me and I was hanging in the air, kind of cartoons way.

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Well even if I have fought it was in vain cause right know I'm in his car and the more surprise one I was like a frozen meat in the fridge. And my mouth dropped down. I was before his house no correction it must be a castle.

He appear beside of me and open the door. I was so like observing the castle that I didn't even noticed when he got out.I stepped out and the path was long surrounded with a garden. I was about to run away but he caught me damn it, what we don't know if he is a dangerous man. Even if I thought that he is a dangerous man, I fucking don't know why I'm still hanging with him, maybe I have caught insane disease, wait insane is not a disease or maybe. It was quite late but the light was everywhere on the ground.

When we enter the house, loneliness hit me. It wasn't the way I thought that it would be. It may be a big house but it make you wanna ran from here. It was cold and lonely.

" Oh,Young Master, we have a guest tonight", A man with black just appear from no where.

"Yeah, just prepare the dinner and call us when it is prepare while we will go and discuss something at my study room", Haru order and the man nodded and went away.

When we arrived before a big wooden door. Haru pushed and let me enter first. The room was incredible. The large glass behind the desk was the main attration point of my eyes. The view was beautiful as if we could see the whole city.

The light was beautiful in the darkness.

"Riku come here", Haru called me. I didn't wanna leave the window glass but I neede to behave myself. I walked toward him. He was standing before a long and large bookshelf. With obviously full of book. I asked myself if he had ever read of all these.

"Do you know this book", He handed me the blue cover book. Well at the first glance I remember I saw it in the libraries, it was one of the bestselling book but I never tried to read it.

"Yeah, I know that book, I always see it in the libraries", I flip the book open and staring at the lines but it was snatched away from me.

"Well, be happy cause it was me who wrote it", He grin at me.

"You are an author", I pointed at him with cause him to laugh that he had to swipe the tears coming out from his eyes.

"Yup, and this is the reason why I hadn't contacted you cause I was on my last week to hand the manuscript.

Well to be serious, I was kind of happy that he had't any girlfriend.

He grab my waist and pull me into a hug and touch hus forehead with mine.

"Haru"

"Ssshhh don't talk let me stay like this for a while", He breath in and out which caused me also to clise my my eyes.

"I love you"

DING

"What", I quickly opened my eyes and saw him staring at me.

"Dude you really need to got an ear check up, I just confessed my love and you totally ruined it", He put his head on my shoulder.

"Ok I think I'm listening things what is strange",

"No you're not, I love you god damn it. The first time I saw you entering that bar my heart was beating and I was sweating non stop. Then I notice that 'Ahhh he is the one', I never feel well in my life but since I met you everything went down funny and happy" He state at me and touch my cheek.

"So will you go out with me", He question.

"Euhh, go-out I I what", I invert my eyes from him. I don't kniw but I was feeling happy inside and outside I was confused.

"Please don't say no", He pleaded.

"If you tell me not say no so what you are expecting me to say yes",

"Well of course", He again gave me that lusty look. I can't even see his face as it will make me blush non stop.

"So what is your answer?",

"Well, if you are pleading this must then I think I will give it a try",

"I am so happy", he hug me once again I don't how many time he hug me I think he is obsessed with hugging people or it is just me.

"Euhhh, what the fuck do you think your hands are", I questioned when suddenly I sense him lifting my shirt up.

"Well, I just feel like to it and here it is 1 2 3 4 the scapula, did you know that the scapula is a resemblance as a wing", He laugh on my neck.

"Ahhhh", I let out a small moan. When I noticed what I did I quickly put my hand on my mouth and blush hoe could I let out a sound like.

"That's the first time I heard you reacting like that. It makes me wanna hear more", He pull out my shirt and put me on the table.

"What Haru, don't do that what if someome saw us", I panted.

"I don't think people will able to see us this high, now shut up and just let me enjoy my food",

"No, stop pervert".

"Don't wanna", he respond.

"I hate you"

"But I love you and to the square of the infinity", He push me on the table and throw away all the object that was on and lay on top of me.

Guess I will be eaten by a beast this night.

To be continue