After my mom explained what happen I just started crying cause i loved my brother and we were both crying and i even think the nurse was crying a little.The nurse said that i was fine but no one know why i was on the ground she said "That all the doctors on the floor looked at me and didn't find any thing but my  increasing and decreasing temperature." Then my mom asked a question but i didn't hear because i was so lost in thought. How did i fall? who was that man? And why is my temperature changing all the time?   The nurse left the room to go do something then my mom said "darling it's going to be okay,the doctors are going to found out why your temp keeps dropping and rising. then we are going continue to look for your brother okay?" With water in my eyes I nodded my head, Then it happened a police officer walked into the room and said "Hey are you Luna Johnson?" My mother nodded her head. " so you are the mother of James Johnson?" My mom nodded again but looking excited. "we have some good and bad news the good news is we found your son but the bad news is he had a knife through his head" My mom let out the saddest scream and started cry and sobbing and begging him to be wrong but he wasn't. I was crying then my hands felt hot i looked at them and they were red and burning.I was scared i didn't know what was happening then i blacked out when i opened my eyes i was in a stretcher with my 5'2 mom running beside it then i blacked out again when i opened my eyes i was in a different room my mom was in a chair on the left sobbing in her sleep.And the nurse was looking at my IV then i stared coughing and the nurse turned around and looked surprised that i was awake "your awake" she said. and i was like "yeah um can i ask what happened" The nurse said "your temperature started change again and the doctors wanted a organ scan" in my head i was like what the fuck is a organ scan  but then the nurse explained that it was a scan to see your organs.

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After one and a half weeks later i finally get to go home.But when we got home i wasn't as cool as we thought it was going to be.It was quiet without James little feet running around At night i would hear my mom crying.Because of how often my mom would start crying at work he boss fired her.So now my mom as no job,my brother died and the police stopped looking for the killer.One night the back of my throat was burning so i went down stairs and got some water i wanted to go on a walk on a beach so i left the house at like 2 in the morning and was walking on the beach bare foot then a wave came up and my feet got completely covered in water and then BAM the water on my foot froze the i started freaking out my hole body was cold but like the inside of my body was cold i wasn't cold then i started trying to calm down that it was most likely a dream or something so i closed my eyes and breathed slowly and calmly.i felt my bod start to get warm then when my toes were warm the ice started to melt and when i opened my eyes the ice was gone the only thing i could think was  WHAT THE fUCK!