To: Thomas
From: Emma
Hey T, i hope you are doing well. I...i'm getting those thoughts again. You remember right? The ones we talked about when i was in the hospital. I can't explain why but i want to hurt people again T. Like, i want to hurt them bad. I just pick a random person I see walking across the street and imagine what i would do to them. And the worst part is it makes me smile. What is wrong with me? Why do i keep fantasizing about maiming every person i come into contact with. I feel so sick inside, and have no idea how to control it. The medicine hardly ever works anymore and the thoughts just spiral out of control. I mean really, who sits there and thinks about gouging out someones eyes to fell happy? I need answers T... Please help me.
Emma
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