" you are not thinking of having, havin-" Adrian was trying to say.

" sex" I helped him to complete his sentence. His face was red all over. He looked so cute, so handsome. I want him. I want all of him. I walked closer to him.

" when you decided to take the place of Florence, did you think it will be this easy" I push him to the wall.

" no, no, am a man. Two men shouldn't do this" his voice was shaking. I swear he look so damn sexy in his night dress. I want to eat him. I want to eat all of him.

" but my body needs it now, what do we do" the look on his face when I said that. 

" but, but I'm straight " of course, I know that you are straight. I was straight too until that day I met you, my high way boy. I had wanted to go to sleep but I decided to play with him, a little before I sleep. This is so much fun.

" it does not matter, all I want you to do is perform your duties, just pretend that you are a lady" I whispered in his ear. He pushed me with all his strength away from him. When I looked in his eyes, I saw a drop of tears, maybe this play has gone on a little too long.

" sorry" I apologized and left his room. I went back to my room. I have hurt Adrian. I have pushed him too much. I should go slowly on him and make him fall in love with me. It is not fair that I am the only one who feels this way about him. He should love me back too. 

I stand by my room window and look at the beautiful city that always look so good as night with all the bright street light and light in peoples homes that made it beautiful. Of course I could see this because my house is on Sharon hill. I opened the glass door in my room and walked out to the veranda. 

If someone has told me that I will marry my ten years old crush today, I would have said that they were lying. When my parent has proposed this wedding because of our company as we needed the Johnson's land which was in a good location, I had quickly refused.

They tried persuading me over and over. I kept rejecting it every time they brought it up. I even met Mr Johnson to try to buy the land but he outright rejected it. He said it was for his family only. He wanted me to wed his daughter who has refused to settle down with any man.

It was not until I saw her picture that I agreed to the wedding. When I saw her picture I was shocked. It was the friend of my crush who looked a lot like him. I thought if I could marry someone who look like him maybe I will be okay. And I wanted to use her to get close to him. 

I know that using her was a bad thing. But I just couldn't forget about Adrian ever since I met him on that high way. I was going to console myself by marrying his friend. At least they look so alike. I could pretend that he was the one I married.

I was so shock when I saw him in that bridal gown looking so handsome. I couldn't believe my eyes. I have married the one person I love the most. Now my parent are trying to make us get divorce as soon as possible but I will not allow it. I will do everything to make him fall in love with me.  

I closed the door and went back to my room. I climbed my bed and close my eyes to sleep. I cannot wait for tomorrow to see his lovely face again. 

The alarm clock on my table woke me up. I jumped up, grab the clock and threw it across the room. I will buy a new one. Mrs Powell has resigned from her job as the housekeeper. I have to get up and get ready for my work today since I have to do everything by myself. I don't want to disturb Adrian.

I was supposed to be on honeymoon this week since I just got married but since things turned out like this, I have to go to work this week. I got up from my bed and took my bath and prepared breakfast for myself. I think I might play a little bit with Adrian today.

I went to his room and knock on his door. It took sometime for him to open the door. it seems that he was sleeping, his bed hair was all over the place.

" are you not supposed to do my breakfast for me or don't you know your duty" 

He looked at me and said " I don't know how to cook beside where is Mrs Powell"

" maybe I should refresh your memory. I am sure I told you yesterday that Mrs Powell will no longer be working for us from today" I say.

" oh that's true" he seemed to have finally remembered.

" never mind, just prepare dinner for me before I come back" I say and left him. Actually I did breakfast for him. I just wanted to talk with him a little.