Anxiety: Body's natural response to stress. A feeling of fear or apprehension about what's to come.

Anxiety: The biggest bitch you will ever meet. Only thing is it's inside your head

Depression: The worst emotion you could ever feel. Every day becomes a living hell and you wonder if you have a purpose on this earth and why you should even be alive anyway. Depression will cause you to be on the edge of tears every minute of the day, and you eventually just stop caring about everything. Relationships suffer, friendships end, and suddenly you feel alone and there's no one but depression to keep you company. Sometimes depression is mistaken for melodrama, and the person who you think is crying for attention is actually screaming on the inside. Depressed people wish they could end the agony, but can't because there aren't many alternatives 

Depression: usually doesn't have just one cause. It's a whole load of little problems that pile up after an unspecific length of time(depending on the problems, and how long you've kept your feelings bottled up inside) and eventually grow to become unbearable. You feel trapped and you want out but there's no way out, and every single simple everyday task like waking up and going to school becomes futile in your mind.

The walls close in, the air gets tight. I know it's all in my head, but what can I do? Everybody who looks at me is leering. The stares suffocate me, but I can do nothing but drown. 

"Just ignore it. If it's ignored it will go away."

"Other people have it worse you know. Your life is a luxury compared to theirs."

"It's just in your head. It's not really there, it's just a figment of your imagination."

I KNOW IT'S IN MY HEAD! I know that! How can I not, when every single fucking day this voice beats me over the head with its cruel, sinister voice whispering in my ear. How can I not know it's in my head when every morning I have to fight to get up because the voice tells me how easy it would be to just.....not. How much better it would be for the people around me if I just left. It envelops me every night, telling me how worthless, how ugly, how annoying, how needy I am. It tells no I have nothing going for me. 

Everyone who I thought loved me have ended up leaving me. Everyone who I thought I had become first choice for have ended up choosing someone else over me. And why shouldn't they? God, all the girl's have been so beautiful. I'm just a ball of anxious depression, and I'm not worth it. 

You tell me what happened wasn't my fault. That I'm perfect, and so worth it, and that she doesn't have even half of what I have. How can I believe you, when obviously she had SOMETHING i didn't have. 

The water gets darker and deeper. So cold. I cannot find the sky, and it feels like no matter which way I swim, I am swimming in the wrong direction. After swimming in such warm light, I fall deeper and deeper. I die little by little every day. And I'm so sorry but, i have to leave. But God, I don't want to.