Guilty that's how I feel right now guilt is a weapon that I give the one in my mind to use against me right now I feel guilty

Guilty that's the way I feel right now because I asked my dad to buy me a shirt I didn't necessarily need wasn't even expensive it was just $8 dollars but I still feel guilty and that's a weapon that the one in my mind uses against me my guilt it's the reason I never ask for things even if I want them because I don't want to feel guilty because it's a feeling the one in my uses against me I hate that I feel guilty