Eiji Takahashi, a 32 year old divorced man, couldn't believe what happened. He, a straight man, had gay sex with a fellow man. His butthole felt weird. It was sore as if it was abused wrongfully. The hole also seemed loose. For every movement he took, he felt his loosed hole sliding with the leftover liquid from last night's passion.

"Eiji-san?...Eiiijiiiii-saaaaaan......", Nobu waved his hand over Eiji's face who was lost in thought. Eiji looked like his soul was drained out of him. His disbelief was so great that he simply wanted to go back to sleep in hopes that this was just one big perverted dream.

"So... you're telling me that I seduced you on the street, sucking your shirt and took you home? Unbelievable! Why would I...", Nobu nodded with every confirmation Eiji asked. And everytime the elder man doubted, a hazy memory would stir up his brain, as if to make fun of him.

"Now, you believe me right, Eiji-san? I'm not really into straight man but... I don't really think you're straight at this point either... so...", Nobu was fidgeting in nervousness. His face was painted with streak of red. 

"I'm not gay! That was an accident!", Eiji retorted. Hearing this, Nobu's eyes turned watery with sadness and disappointment. 

"Eiji-san you say that but you admit that we did this right?", Nobu made an a-ok sign with one hand while the other made an indecent in and out gesture.

"Stop it, that's gross!", Eiji responded. He really couldn't believe why he would do something like getting laid with a young lad. It was enough of a shock to know that he had, once again, slept unknowingly while drunk. But for the situation to be this much, it was insane!

"You're really so mean when sober Eiji-san. You were so cute and sexy last night.", Nobu replied with a really sad look on his face. This may be a one night stand with a stranger, but he didn't want to end things and much more in such sour manner. He never thought that Eiji would act like this. After all, Eiji may have been drunk but he didn't protest to anything Nobu did to him.

"Stop saying that! Get out!", Eiji yelled. he couldn't control his anger. It wasn't exactly directly to Nobu. He was angry at himself for not learning his lesson. He had been living in regret for the past five years but everything was for nothing when he still had a loose pants... and now asshole too, when drunk.

"Eiji-san... are you really going to be like this? We don't have to be lovers but don't throw me away please...", Nobu hugged Eiji with desperation. He was truly attracted to the older bottom man.  

Nobu's sudden hugging surprised Eiji. He pushed the desperate man away in a fast response. The rejection surprised Nobu. He never thought the man who had wholeheartedly embraced him the night before would blatantly reject him the day later.

"Please understand. It was a mistake. I apologize for involving you with my own mess but please pretend it never happened", Eiji replied calmly. He took a deep sigh and walked to open the door. "Leave. Either you leave on your own or I drag you out."

Silence followed afterwards. Nobu wanted to say something more but he couldn't put words into his mouth. In the end, he accepted his defeat. After a long pause, Nobu sighed and responded.

"Fine. Eiji-san... I just want to say one last thing. I know this is the last time we'll meet each other but...", Nobu started walking to the door, looking behind to finish his words "Please forgive yourself."

Eiji was shocked to hear a stranger console him. But rather than feeling happy about it, he felt like his weakness was being exposed by a random stranger and he didn't like it. 

"Just...leave", Eiji softly said. Nobu couldn't help but feel regret that the man he had opened his heart to after a long time would reject him just like this. Well, he was never a lucky man.