I sat listening to the clock tick on the wall to my left, Tick, Tock, Tick

“Can you please shut it up!” I snap to Dr aster as we sat in his office I felt Mikey squeeze my hand tighter making me feel a little better

“Sorry Marcia, I had Lillian in last she gets nervous without it” He says taking the batteries out the cheap white plastic clock and leaning on his desk “Now, your sure you want to discuss this with Mikey here?” He asks and I nod “Marcia, you know I can't allow it, it's a personal matter so he has to go” he says but I just held Mikey's hand tighter and shook my head “Fine” He sighed getting his book “When did it start?” he asks

“Tuesday night” I tell him

“Okay, How would you say your pain is one to ten?” he asks

“Nine” I answer

“Ohh Marcy,” Mikey says sadly hugging me tightly

“Alright, I'll be throwing in some more pain medication in with you daily dose, The nurses will deliver two boxes of pads to your room this week every month, if it changes you will have to have a follow up with Nurse Peters” he explained and I nod “No need to worry Marcia it's natural. You a woman now” he smiled

“I don't like being a woman” I complain

“Go on rest up” he says so I happily left going back to my room with Mikey following close behind me I went and laid on my bed

“Are you alright?” Mikey asked shutting my door

“Fine” I sigh

“You don't sound find, or look fine, Marcy... your sure your alright?” he asks and I sat up

“I'm sure Mikey, thank you for your concern” I smile giving him a hug it was nice to cuddle with him when I felt so awful “But you can go I'll be alright on my own” I tell him

“Haven't you got Dr Carter in a half hour?” He asks

“Half an hour Mikey” I tell him “and yes” I sigh

“Well Your not going on your own” he says taking my hands “I'm not letting him be alone with you, you've suffered enough today” he says

“You can't you know what he's like” I complain

“Then fight back, Please Marcy” he begs

“I'll try” I tell him giving his cheek a kiss “Save me a jelly” I tell him

“I will” He blushed as I hopped off my bed and started walking off to Dr Carter's Office.

“So... How are we today?” he asked me sitting on the sofa beside me crossing his left leg over his right tapping his fingers on the back of the sofa behind me

“Fine” I answer quickly watching his little desk toy swing from left to right

“What have your dreams been about?” He asked me running his hand along the white cotton of my skirt

“Nothing” I answer quickly trying to avoid his gaze

“I noticed a new addition to your paperwork this morning” he smirked resting his head on my shoulder inches from my shoulder I shut my eyes I heard him sniffing my hair I didn't move away what's the point he gripped the pocket of my shirt close to my breast making me flinch in pain “Your a woman now, I'm sure your going to be beautiful once your done” he smirked giving my cheek a kiss he smirked noticing a tear that had escaped my eye “Awww, they hurt?” he asks

I nod

“It's normal Marcia, means there growing darling” He smirked “Humm your not fighting back as much as you normally do” he laughed “You'll get used to it Marcy, a pretty girl like you will get used to men being attracted to her rather then that stupid boy you hang around with” He smirked

“Marcia! Don't call me Marcy!” I complain “And Leave Mikey out of this” I tell him “I'll play along, Just make Dr Lewis leave him alone” I order

“Really? How much will you play along?” he asked me

“As much as you want me, providing you make him stop” I tell him

“Your willing to go along with whatever I want? To protect that little boy?” he asked moving his hand down the buttons of my shirt and I nod sniffling tears away “Even... your innocence?” he asked I froze unsure of my answer “Would you give me your innocence, your childhood ... to protect him?” He asked and I nodded he chuckled getting up to have a sip of his coffee from his 'same shit different day' Mug “Well, I'll see what I can do” he smirked

“No! I won't let you unless you swear to me, Dr Lewis won't touch him again” I order

“You know I can't promise that Marcia” he sighed “Dr Lewis runs on his own rules, I can tell him but you honestly think He'll listen to me? He likes Mikey very much” He smirked

“Then I'll do to Doctor Aster, Tell him everything” I tell him

“Ohh course, go running to daddy. You think he can stop it? Your mine you always have been and Mikey is Dr Lewis' always has been” he smirked “No amount of tears is going to change that” he smirked sitting beside me again

“Promise me you'll try” I ask

“You don't quiet seem yourself today Marcy” he smiles going to move close to me but I slapped his face

“Marcia too you” I tell him “Doctor” I said though gritted teeth

“Mikey calls you Marcy” he shrugged

“yeah your right” I tell him “Mikey Calls me Marcy, Not you” I said sternly

“You frigged little-” he began going to hit me but I grabbed his wrist before he could holding it tightly digging my nails into his skin “Fine” he groaned pushing me away and getting up “I bet you'll be back” He smirked “I can wait, I'll just have a nice word with Dr Lewis, How long of listening to your little boyfriend scream and cry will it take before you come begging me to do anything to make it stop” he smirked I stood up grabbing the clock from the wall and hitting him over the head shattering the plastic making him fall to the floor holding his bleeding head

“You can toucher me all you want, abuse me, hurt me, destroy everything of me all you want” I tell him “But you touch Mikey, Your dead” I tell him taking my bag and running out the room.