I hold the note close to my chest and I read it one more time “Dying is easy. Coming back is when things get tricky. Signed grandpa” A tear runs down my cheek. I set the note next to my dead grandpa's picture. Grandpa smiling with grandma, holding a glass of wine, grandpa giving grandma a kiss on the cheek. I give the picture a gentle kiss. I grab an epic dino coloring book from my bookshelf. I then grab a box of crayons from the same shelf. I then lie the coloring book and crayons on my bed as I flop down on my bed as well making the coloring book and crayons jump, then fall back down, some of the crayons fall out of their box. I don’t pick the crayons up for them getting out of the box made them easier to access.