I'm back, and I'm better than EVER!!!

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Okay, yes, I know it's been over a damn year! And some of you are wondering where the HELL I've been. Well, I'll tell you. Apparently dragging myself to the depths of mental hell. It took me so long to get myself out.

Basically, I haven't been doing well mentally. The therapy helps, don't get me wrong, but it's not a miracle cure. Never was. It's there to help figure out how to better myself without medication, but it's not a cure. When you have mental issues, it stays with you for the rest of your life. It's not an illness...well, not a CURABLE illness. It's not like catching a cold, let's put it like that. Mental issues are more along the lines of cancer. It can get better, and go into remission, but it won't truly go away.

The stress hasn't been helping either. I'm still expecting rent to go up...again, to the point where we can't afford it anymore, so I'm trying to find us a place to move to. Not having a reliable job schedule sucks too. I'm a substitute instructional assistant, meaning on-call. I haven't been called since I was hired, which was October of last year, so I have ZERO income. ZERO! I can't help with rent and bills, which will be needed no matter where we go, since rent can be expensive depending on the area. I might talk about jobs I've had another time.

Anyway, I'm sorry to those who've been reading this series. I'm going to get back into the swing of things. See you on schedule, on time, next time.

-Baka-chan