Every winter season that comes through, my friends and I have this secret hideout around, near Macarthur. We always hangout there 2 4/7 and just...chill out.
We never really make as if it’s like our home of course because that’s just a little too overboard, and a little too weird. One night, my friends and I went down to the same place around Macarthur and brought a few things along.
We brought Paper, books, drawing equipment, technology equipment and more.
As we were talking amongst one another, I hear another annoying goddamn notification bell going off. I check the notification, swiping through and noticing a message from; Kaitlyn. Not. My Friend. At all.
I check out the message and all I saw were 2 big paragraph replies from my message I wrote to her. And this is what I read so far;
Kaitlyn: I actually don’t give a fuck about you. Nor Sarah or your friends.
You literally think you’re so much more than me or anyone else. But you aren’t.
You’re an attention seeking little slut that tries to gain friends by crying in corners
Of classrooms and hallways all because 1. You don’t have one and 2. You want people to know how much you suck.
Kaitlyn: If you reply to this message with anything worse or more likely to make you look stupid, tomorrow I start spreading rumors around the school saying how much you want to fuck Sarah and I am not afraid to do it. And--- I will beat you the fuck up. Slut!
My eyelids lowered down and the smile that was on my face, started to shrink into a frown, slowly.
A kick stuttered into my heart, a thud hit my stomach once again and begins to crunch up. I release a triggered sigh that meant for I was ready to knock someone out.
I scratch my back, as it felt really Itchy. I immediately sit up from the steps with Sarah and Maddison looking their eyes at me, worried but yet confused. “Whats up?” Sarah greeting my attention.
“Nothing. Just Kaitlyn and her little fucking bullshit, which she is trying to pull off on me!” A growl scatters after my word. “Jesus, don’t listen to her. And what fucking shit did she say?” Sarah asked. I pull out my phone and show the messages to Sarah and Maddison.
“Kayla, just block her.” Maddison recommends. My mouth shivers slightly. “You okay? No?” Maddison began getting worried. “Just cold…” “Cold? Get fucked you’re just cold. What’s really wrong!? Tell me!!!” Maddison shaking my shoulders, repeating herself.
The message got louder.
“I said IM JUST COLD!!!” I immediately snapped, throwing her hands off my shoulders. “Kayla…---” I take my bag, tears running down my face and sprinting out of the place, running away. “Kayla! Don’t!” Hayley immediately getting up on her feet and running after me.
As I kept running, I wasn’t focused on where I was going, where I was running to, or why I was even running anymore. My eyesight began to blur and get foggy. “Oh no---! Stress triggers her eyesight!” Maddison suddenly screamed out, panicked.
“Oh...shit!” Maddison and Sarah suddenly began to chase after me, along with Hayley as well. I freak out, not being able to know or tell where I was going. Sarah looks at me from behind completely worried and panicking, but suddenly...as I was just about to...I step my foot onto the fucking busy highway crossing. Cars were still driving.
As Sarah pulled her hair back and screamed, crying, watching me...running onto the road and suddenly---
“KAYLA!!!” Maddison screams louder than ever. My body laying on the road...blood splattered everywhere. Cars stop, while some of the other citizens call up an ambulance.
This isn’t how I pictured my death. This is not how I wanted to die. Getting hit by a vehicle? Seriously? That is so not how I wanted to die.
Sarah, passed out. Maddison couldn’t even make another step. And Hayley...cried so bad. “Someone get an ambulance!” “They’re on their way!!!” Sirens, service vehicles pulling up in the middle of the road.
Cop cars, Ambulance, and also my parents. My mom screaming and crying. My dad in tears and pissed off.
As they rush me on the way to the hospital, I saw myself laying there in the ambulance, driven on the way to the hospital.
All I began to see were demons and devils all around the world, crawling onto my corpse body. I felt a struck through my heart.
I guess, all I gotta do now is wait for Satan to collect my soul.
We arrived to the hospital, they immediately carrying my body into a room, passing through.
*Skipping cause I'm so lazy :3*
I go back into the surgery room, looking at my body and also Sarah, sitting on the seat, crying. “Please wake up...fucking please wake up.” She repeated herself quietly.
I close my eyes, walking up to my body and laying into place. I suddenly wake up, breathing heavily and coughing. Looking at myself on this bed, looking behind and Sarah sitting in the corner crying until she looks up and notices me. “Sarah…?”
“KAYLA!” “OH THANK GOD YOU’RE ALIVE!!!”
Sarah looks at me, kissing me on the lips and head. Hayley, Maddison, Lorelai and the rest of them come running into the surgery room, happy and so thankful that I made it. I sit up on the bed and hug the lot of them. “Maddison, Hayley...Lorelai...I love you guys so much!” I hug them tightly.
“We all love you too!” I hold their hands tightly and smile into all of their eyes. Right before I knew it, the door suddenly opened with my mom walking in with tears.
I watch as my mom runs over to me with the tightest hug ever. “I’m glad you’re okay! How are you doing? How are you even up!?” My mom chuckles at me with the most happiest smile I’ve seen from her.
*BIG TIME SKIP*
I look up at the ceiling in my room. It was 3am in the morning. I get up from my bed, walking out, down the hallway and into the bathroom.
I take a few minutes, giving myself a moment to look into the mirror. I thought about necessary things about my life. Like…
how did I even survive that car accident…? What’s inside of me? Is there a demon inside of me, controlling my life? My actions? My thoughts? My capabilities? My taste in what I like!? What’s happening to me…? Or is anything even happening to me…?
I close my eyes just taking a short break. Until, a knock is approached at the bathroom door. “Anyone in there?” the sound of Maddison’s voice approaches. “Yeah, I’ll be out really soon. The doors unlocked by the way…”
“Are you alright…?” Maddison slightly opening up the bathroom door. “I’m all good.” A smile rises up on my face, passionately and happily.
“Well, just come out when you’re done, okay?” she gives me a smile. I look into her eyes, tears begin to run down my face. “Kayla…? You alright?” I look away and my smile shrinks once again.
“I’m fine. All good.” I smile at Maddison, with her giving me a hug.
I felt loved, connected, comforted and positive around her...she made me feel stronger in the first place.
She just knew I had a little bit of loops through my life after I met her. “Please don’t leave me…” “Hm? Leave? Where? I’m not going to leave you. None of us will, none of us will ever…” I thought she had herself a moment as well as I did, I felt her tears draining onto my head.
I look up at Maddison and felt a sudden burn. I fall halfway, slipping out of Maddison’s arms. “Kayla…!?” I hold my hand against my chest, my heart. “Kayla...what’s happening!?” She crouched down and held me still, looking under my hair, into my eyes. “I---can’t---my- heart-...”
“Sarah!!!” She immediately calling her name down the hallway. As Sarah came walking down the hallway, into the bathroom. “Wh-” Sarah frozen for a second, then immediately crouching down onto the tiled floor; holding her hand tight on my shoulder. “What’s going on!?”
Sarah aggressively pushed the question at Maddison. “I don’t know! She won’t tell me properly...something about her heart I guess!?!” As Maddison stutters her statement, Sarah calls out Hayley. “Call Storm, Lorelai, Althea and an ambulance...NOW!” Maddison screaming at Hayley.
“What’s happening to her!?! Tell me!” Hayley panicked. Hayley immediately got down and held onto my shoulder, “Kayla. What’s up!?” She tightly manages to tilt my head up at her, into her eyes. “Talk to me---” “HAYLEY! WILL YOU JUST CALL THEM UP---” as Sarah was interrupted, I sat still on my knees, with my head tilting back down.
A growl began to grumble underneath my hair, my eye colour changes fully black with a glowing upside down cross starting to appear through. The growl slowly increases louder and louder, black smoke surrounding me and I suddenly disappear. With Maddison, Sarah and Hayley in complete silent shock.