Forgive me

for the times I just sit there

not because I don't care

no,

because I care so much I want to not care

I am a tidal wave and you, the boat

I live for you

But the only thing a tidal wave causes is harm

You and I are a shipwreck waiting to happen

so, please

please forgive me

forgive the times I call at midnight

forgive the times I've told your secrets

your stories

I sell the memories with you

because they are you

and I love you

I want everyone to love you

because you deserve love

not the unpredictable tidal wave that is me