Maybe it's time I put the weapons down instead of constantly being at a war with one another I try and talk to the one in my mind and reason with her because I have to find a way for us to coexist because I know she will always live in my mind

Things aren't easy for me right now and she's using that against me like she always does my sister is hurting because she had her first real heartbreak and the one in my mind is trying to tell me that somehow I'm to blame she's trying make me hate myself for giving this guy the benefit of the doubt because I already thought he was just using her the one in my mind is making it hard for me but instead of just trying to shut her out and put her in a corner it's time I take a different approach

(The one in my mind) you knew this guy was bad from the start but you still let your sister be deceived it into thinking he was one of the good guys it's your fault

(me) so I'm supposed to believe everything I think is the true and I never once told her to trust him so how is it my fault I know that whether you want to tell me differently or not it's not my fault and it can't be and I know that's true

(the one in my mind) but you didn't try to stop her you know how much your words influence her so why didn't you tell her no why didn't you tell her not to get involved with him

(me) because I'm not in control of her she's not my puppet on a string and I don't want her to be you are the only one who wants to be in control of her you are the only one who wants to be in control of everything not me and I know that me and my sister are both adults we get to make are on decisions and I would never stop her her making her on decision I told her that it was her life and her decision to make so it's not my fault so stop trying to convince me it is you may live in my mind but you're not in control of it and you're not in control of me and I refuse to let you be anymore