FRIEND: Hey how do you feel??

ME: I d k , I f e e l o k a y

FRIEND: Okay that's good :)

How I actually feel:

SAD, DEPRESSED, MAD, ANGERY, TIRED, NO WILL TO LIVE, ANXIOUS, ALONE, HATED, UNLOVED, DROWNING, SCARED, HURT, LIKE A NOBODY, A MONSTER, A DEMON, ANNOYING.