Some days are okay at thee beginning

But all goes down when I get home

Like today..

He kicked me out of the

Living room

I did nothing wrong

I was playing with the cat

And then he kicks me out

I don't understand why

That's one of the things that he does

Other one is

Father tells me I stink

Every day when I come home

He tells me to take a shower

I don't like it

'Cause then I get moody and he gets violent

Because I talk back

There was a few times he's smacked me

Across the face

I know it’s pathetic to fight over something so small, but hey, families are weird

Or he gets scary close, and yells at me

I then take a shower

And ignore him completely

And cry in my room

He comes in

Starts yelling again

Nothing less then the other day

The reason I don't like taking showers

Every day

Is because there's no point

I will stink

I was walking around all day

What was he doing?

Sitting on his lazy ass

Doing nothing

He has no job, and he calls

My mother lazy

Lazy?

She Cook's

She Cleans

She buys cloths for him

She works at a paying job!

And him?

Nothing

But he's not always the problem

My friend...

Whenever she irritates me

I get a bit mouthy

But not to bad

I just tell her

That stepping over puddles

With very dirty sneakers

Is ridiculous

She gets mad and walks four or five cars

Ahead of me

I shrug it off and continue walking

Once I catch up

She stomps on some dirt

And looks at me like I'm the bad guy

And says "Happy?" with an icy glare

I didn't care

So I put my hands up and said

"Ooooh your so cool" she rolled her eyes and walked farther ahead

Again I didn't care

I took my headphones out of my book bag

And pulled my black hood up

It was a bit chilly

And its a good thing I wore all black

Because that's how I felt

I was still walking behind her

With my headphones on

I noticed she was talking to herself

And making hand gestures

I knew who she was talking about

It was me

I didn't need to read minds to know that

Plus I could hear my name

I rolled my eyes

Pulling my hood over my face farther

I listened to the music

We walked through the factories

And I started to think

Why don't I end this friendship?

She's rude, she's clingy, she lies every day

But worst of all

She ignores me when I know what's best

She has dated over eleven people repeatedly

Even my close friend Autumn

I hate to say it

But she reminds me of a slut

She once said she well stop dating for a month

Guess what

She lied

I can't take it

Her sister calls me ugly

She calls me ugly

Why?

What did I do to deserve this?

Sometimes she steals my mom to..

I try

I'm failing math and maybe another class

But I try

Sure I like staying home and just read

I hate outside

Its dangerous to me

Something happens if I go out

So just let me be

In my room

Playing a game of reading

Or even writing

Please....

Day after day...

I live in a hell hole.. 

Day after day...

I get yelled at..

Day after day...

My death wish grows..