I'm lost

trapped inside mundane

wrapped around the blind

you are fools

fools in a fool's world

you are in paradise

and I, in hell

caressing fantasies of more then mediocrities

dreaming for only a minute of adventure

cliff diving in my soul for a rush of adrenaline

telling you I'm nothing

anticipating the shock on your face when I succeed.

writing empty harmonies for a melody I don't have

telling secrets to myself, my only friend.

dancing along the psychological maps I've built for my friends

not friends

pawns wrapped up in a game of chess

every little action psychoanalyzed

I digress

for I know

I'm looking in a mirror that doesn't exist

turning friends into duplicates of myself

spinning circles in my head trying to find someone I like

Who am I?

I don't know.

Who are you?

Yeah, me too.