I laid on my bed hugging a pillow close to me. Events of today played through my head. They meant so much to me and they shouldn't. That was the scary part. But it wasn't the most terrifying thing. The thing that met it was shaking me up. And I didn't like it. I felt sick just thinking about it. Alan had texted me right after school but I didn't reply. I needed to think and to do that I didn't need him distracting me or making things more complicated.

Today I met Alan's friends. Face to face instead of just seeing them in the crowd as Duke tries to pick on me. I was going to immediately give them the cold shoulder but Alan seemed to be excited for us to meet. The blondie didn't seem to be too happy about me there though. The other one seemed easier to talk to. It was nice to talk a bit to others I guess. Then she came, Alan's crush.

His face lit up and instantly was a shade of pink. I remember wanting to roll my eyes. She took a seat and all his focus was pretty much on her. The focus was all on her. Talking to her to figure out why he liked her didn't take too long. She seemed to be a good person and I actually started to like her. Not the way he did though of course. 

And I agreed to go to a dance. A dance!!! I haven't been to one since middle school. I hated it every minute of it. It was so boring and I wanted to go home after just getting there. It was a waste of time and money. But here I am going to a dance for Alan. He wanted my help with this girl and so I decided to give it to him. Now I'm stuck to going to a dance. And I'm getting too close to him. He's introducing me to his friends what's next?

I sighed sitting up slowly on my bed. Picking up my phone I saw I only had two notifications. Both from Alan because it's not like I knew anyone else from school to talk to. Since I already finished my school work I didn't really have anything else to do but take a shower and eat. I decided to finally text him.

Alan

Alan: Hey

Alan: Hey?

Me: Hey sorry I was busy.

Alan: Nah it's cool

Me: Well what are you up to?

Alan: You could just say wyd ya know?

I rolled my eyes at his text. He did this here and there. It was a bit irritating and annoying but its okay I guess. He didn't seem to mean any harm to it.

Me: You could just answer my question you know?

Alan: Ruuuuddee but anyway I'm just having a drink

Me: Um, a drink? Are you an alcoholic? 

Alan: NO! And it's soooddaaa my mom caught me

Me: No need to yell and good.

Alan: How is it good? Now I'm sure I can't drink again or at least for a while. And now that she's home more I know I won't be able to do a lot that I use to

Me: Sounds like you do a lot of bad stuff Alan. 

Alan: Shut up

Me: I'm texting not talking with my mouth. And you text me so if you don't want me to text then it was stupid to text me. 

Alan: Well damn Bobby yo

Me: Don't call me that.

Alan: Lol so want to call? 

Bob: NO!

I didn't really think. As soon as I read his message I began typing. I kind of regretted sending that message. But I typed and sent without thought. I didn't want to call really...so I guess it's not such a bad thing I sent no. But the way I said it was kind of rude of me.

Alan: Well damn! Okay

Me: Sorry I didn't mean to test it that way.

Alan: Nah its okay lol do you not like calling?

Me: I guess you could say that.

Letting out a sigh I took a deep breath and let it out. I did that for a bit to calm myself down. Eventually, I was calm and we continued to text. I started to get ready to shower though so I texted slower since I was looking for some clothes to wear to bed.

Alan: You take a long time to reply all of a sudden. What are you shitting?

Me: You're disgusting.

Alan: Lol just asking

Me: Yeah I bet, I'm getting ready for my shower. 

Alan: Oooooh dude your naked?

I grumbled at his text and huffed. Closing the door to the bathroom I glanced at his text again. I placed my clothes on the counter. I opened the closet getting out a towel to dry myself with. After I placed that on the counter I turned on my phone to reply back to him.

Me: Not yet pervert. 

Alan: Woooaaahhh their buddy I am not being a pervert atm

Me: Yeah sure.

I put my phone down on the counter. Plugging my charger in the wall I put it in my phone afterward. I started to take off my clothes when my phone went off. First I started my shower before picking up my phone off the counter.

Alan: So does this mean you have to go?

Me: Uh duh, I'm charging my phone so I can't text. Plus wouldn't that be weird since I'm naked?

Alan: I mean we've sext before so not reeeaaally

My face felt hot and I grumbled. I knew I was blushing, I can't believe he brought that up. What happened to not bringing that up. I can't believe I even did that with him. He was drunk so he kind of had an excuse but for me, I didn't have an excuse really. 

Me: I hate you. Now let me shower.