He is a rich guy, asks me to come to a hotel. I reach there, taking my sister's clothes. He asks me to buy a condom. I get freaking scared, I've never done such thing before. What would people who listened to me asking a shopkeeper think? All such thought arose, I even had thoughts of giving up and going back, but somehow I change my mind and went to buy one. Luckily other customers weren't there, I asked the shopkeeper with a tensed voice to give me one, and he just gives me without making any weird looks. With a sigh of relief, I go to his room. Get dressed as a girl, I don't even talk much and he starts licking and kissing all over my body. It felt ok; I tried to keep my dick erect so that he doesn't get the wrong idea that I wasn't excited. I stroke his big cock. He asks me permission for anal, but I refuse, I felt little guilty for turning down, but he didn't mind much, I said I'll suck his Dick instead, I try to suck with the condom on it, it tastes weird and the size was so big that I start chocking and biting, etc. He takes it out and asks me to stop as I'm that much terrible at it. He sucks my tits really well, it felt so good, and that was the best part. The worst part is that my whole lower body is very ticklish, every time he kisses my stomach or and touches with hand, I feel like jumping and pushing him off, but I somehow control and hold it in. He finally humps between my legs as if fucking my thighs. And finally before cuming he gets up and wanks near the bed. I do not feel anything at the end of the day.

Later I go to the beach, reminisce what has happened. It didn't feel like I did something. Did I lose virginity? Should I tell someone? Should I meet him again or do it with someone else?