"I let go of all my lingering feelings for you at last. It took me years to do it even though it took less than a single moment to fall for you. Here i am, finally free of thinking about you all the time, of my heart and mind racing every time we talked or touched and most of all of lying to myself that we could be more than 'just friends'."

I know I've said all this but it's all a lie, I love you at least that's what I think I feel or maybe it's just dopamine but who cares. I guess I'll be the only one who knows about my feelings.