I find cemeteries to be calming. It feels restful. I guess this makes sense. I come to your grave every day. I have nothing better to do. I don't speak. I don't do anything. I just sit staring at the engraved letters. WIFE. I wish you were my wife. MOTHER. I wish we had children. GRANDMOTHER. I wish we had grandchildren. I wish you were still here. I wish I could go back and tell you that you shouldn't leave. I wish I would've chased you. I should have gone after you. But I was scared. Of what? Oh, nothing in particular. I was just afraid.