YUKA

It's 2 in the morning, I wake up in pain & shaking. I start tp panic, what do I do? what do I do? what do I do? what do I do? I KNOW! I move Jamie, making sure not to wake him up, I  get up & almost fall, I go to my room & look in one of my drawers, I found it. A razor, sharp & shining. This will be my best friend for the moment. I go to the bathroom, Lock the door, sit down & pull up my sleeves. Cuts & scars & more to come. I start to cry, 'I'm so stupid, ugly, bastard, worthless' I can't. I cut. The pain feels good.

JAMIE

I wake up, & Yuka isnt by me. I hear something from his room, hic hic wheeze  'what should I do?' I go to his room & hear the noise is coming from his bathroom "Yuka, you okay?"  "Y-yeah~" He isnt okay. "Can I come in?" "What was the rule?" "I know what the rule is but, I need to know if you're okay."  a few seconds of crying & no talking, the door opens, I see blood, I look up at him, he has nonstop tears coming down his face, he smiles, I look down & blood & cuts on his wirst "Y-Y-Yuka..." "I'm fine, right?" I hug him tightly, we fall, hitting the cold & bloody floor "You arent fine. Stop lying."

"IM SO DONE. I CAN'T BE HERE ANYMORE. NO ONE WOULD CARE IF I WAS GONE, KILL ME, IM SO STUPID, SO FUCKING WORTHLESS, NO ONE WOULD CRY IF I WAS DEAD!!!" 

I shake, & I can feel him shaking really bad, I'm crying now, I look at him, I put my hands on his face, "I would cry. I would miss you. I can't lose you. It's fine that we fight. I don't give a damn that we fight, but, I do worry about you. You have been my only friend. EVER. You arent worthless, you are important. If not to anyone, to me. I - I can't live wouthout my fighting buddy. Come on, get up, I'll wrap your cuts." I wipe my tears & his to, his shaking, raspy voice says "Okay. Please, be gentel." "I will." I grab his hand & pull him up, I lead him to his room "Sit down. I'll grab some stuff from my room." he sits down on his bed & I go to my room.