Yup...it's factual, I had WISHED TO KILL MYSELF, A HUNDRED TIMES...it was obvious seeing the experience I had for the last few months, with sundry variety of emotions, still never found the appropriate method. I'm happy I didn't... as in real, it couldn't get any better that this. I surely can say, that I have never imagined this way.

I was calm from the core and the crust, additionally for the first time ever I was out-of-questions. Every single cell of my body believed that 'death' is the only answer to every inquiry I ever had.

Although, I'm about to die, still I can never ever curse the man coming towards me with that beautiful knife. In this darkest eclipse night of century, the killer stared at me with his beautiful red-eyes stuffed with pure-love. Glaring into his intense-eyes destroyed the fear-of-death garroting inside me. I was literally simpering... it's like I fell in love with the cause of my own death. It's the perfect way to die. 'The perfect way'as I'm not only going to take my last breaths in the arms of the person I'm madly in love with. But also he's the one, going to kill me.

Yeah... I'm about to feel a hole in my human-heart still carrying a relieved smile of satisfaction. I accept, if I wouldn't have stepped into this haunted city, Bhangarh then I could have lived. But I could never regret coming here where I met the love of life. Death is a very small price for eternal-love.

Nevertheless, I maybe filled with euphoria but the killer was the one in pain, crowded with the fear of losing my living-heart forever. His breath hitched as he placed his long-fingered hand on my chest, feeling my human heartbeats for one last time and his deep eyes dampened. Gritting his teeth, he cursed my Shiva and his existence as he let all these happen. He abused him inwardly for making him helpless and...of course taking my life.

On the other hand, I was thanking my Lord with the depth of my heart for putting an end to this life and pushing me towards a new one. But my killer, who happened to be my evermore savior, was eventually not a single % ready to give up. However every creature taking breaths in that huge haunted hall of the Fort was well aware of the fact that with the end of this dark night, I'd surely taste the eternal rest, heading straight to Hell.

Wow!

This thought itself was revitalizing for me but asphyxiating for my killer.

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