Dear #2, 

I remember one of our first FaceTime conversations when you were writing in this notebook more than you were talking to me. It started to frustrate me so I asked you what you were writing.

 "I've decided to fill this entire notebook with letters for you and when it's completely full, I'll give it to you."

That took my by complete surprise and made my heart flutter. What is better than a handwritten letter since we couldn't meet in person? I decided to do the same for you and here are my inner thoughts, struggles, soul, everything for you to read. Please don't make fun of me, I'm not used to being this open about my feelings.

Letter 1:

So I'm not sure how to start off.. this is a little awkward in all honesty. I'm currently having a bad hair day. After I did my hair all my wisps decided to stick straight up! Ugh it really makes me angry. I wish my handwriting was cuter. Did you know that blue is my favorite color? Any shade of it really, I like them all. We talked on the phone and I must say your new haircut look rather nice on you. I hate when you FaceTime and drive. It makes me feel special, but really scares the crap out of me, especially since you enjoy speeding down the highway. Right now you abandoned me to eat lunch with your friends, but that's okay. I'm glad you're out having fun. I decided to watch YouTube again. I'm shedding way too much today, my hair is actually everywhere. Oh! Lately I've been into watching baking videos! I'm not very good at it, but I must say that it really has become a hobby to watch them and then attempt some. It's kind of an expensive hobby an maybe not the best since I don't enjoy sweets too much. Do you like sweets? I'd love to bake you something sometime.. if you were closer, of course. I make super awesome buttercream icing though. When you're old and can't move well on your own I'm going to force feed you all the sweets that i made, good and bad. I'll fatten you up since you're so skinny. I must say that I have come a long way from burning water on the stove.