cath is perfect  cath is perfect cath is perfect omg she's an angel. throughout the whole day i was thinking about what she did for me in english and i tried to sit with her at lunch but i couldn't find her so i went to the library and read their copy of heartstopper instead. i couldn't concentrate though, so i drew really bad pictures of cath until the bell went for fifth, which was art, where i continued to draw cath. afterwards, i wandered down to the detention room, practically walking on air because i'd get to see cath again. i turned a corner and she was there. omg how do i apologise for getting her in trouble what if she hates me omg omg how do i flirt ...i then begged myself to not come across as a rich kid.

i realized that the whole time these thoughts were running through my head, my eyes were resting squarely on her boobs. ''errrrmmmm.....hi pirate..'' she anid.

yhgfvgbhnjm,k.mjnbvgfcxdtcrfyghmkp,l[mkoiplo0hiiyujyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasxsssssssssssssssssss kwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn  omg she talked to me. SHE TALKED TO MEEE ok calm down pirate, calm down, ya gotta say something back...too late, she's started speaking.''your hair's really cool.'' she likes it ? 

''yeah, considering it's bright green, no-one ever seems to notice me. Except you, today. thanks for that.'' WHAT DID I JUST SAY she's staring she's staring oh god.. miss gayzarebad suddenly appears and saves me. she glares at us, and leads us into the very bland detention room. 

half an hour of homophobia later, we are escorted out the gates, all three of us have the same route home since we live on the same street, so cath and i hang back until miss gayzarebad is very far ahead of us. now's my chance...gotta seize my moment or whatever ... ''hey, erm, cath ?''she looks up and meets my eyes. ''do you ..erm...wanna come over for dinner tomorrow? i know it's midweek, but it's curry night...and...erm..''she actually looks genuinely pleased and excited, not  annoyed at me for getting her into trouble. 

''sure'' she says. ''lemme have your number..'' i recite it and she types it into her phone. reeaaalll smootthhhhh my brain says. rrrreeeeeaaaaalllll smoooottthhhh.

and that's basically all that happened today . we walked home together and chatted. i asked if we could start walking to and from school together. she said sure. a plauge of thoughts arrives about if im being too pushy. i need to go and think about my love life and pick up lines now byeeeeee