Ari.

What an interesting man, I can not figure him out at all. I can tell he wants me just as bad as I want him. But, he isn't trying to jump all over me like I want. It is driving me insane.

At least he invited me over tonight, well more like told me to come over. Either way I am ready, all this texting has built up some intense sexual frustration that I need to get out of my system. That night after the club...Damn.

It was pretty nice, even though we didn't go all the way. He was so drunk but he was still so demanding and so damn dominant. With that being said though, I could tell he was enjoying the thought of being bottom. He was most definitely not against that at all.

Maybe I'll try to talk him into it tonight.

However, his friends do need to be leaving soon though I don't know how much longer I can wait.

I have grown so impatient that it is not funny whatsoever.

'The door is unlocked I'm sure you know where I live. Hurry.' Ask and you shall receive baby!

'You got it.' Really? You got it? That's the clever line I came up with? What is wrong with me, that could not have been any more embarrassing.

Let's just forget that I even sent that.

I need to focus on something more important. Like should I wear what I have on right now, should I change? Why I am overthinking this? It's probably just gonna be a casual hookup, nothing to get all excited over. 

But it's Ari, and although I don't know much about him I still want to impress him.

I am over reacting to the max right now. Whatever I am just gonna head over there. And yes, I do know where he lives. No I am not a stalker, he lives just a few houses down from me so it's not hard to miss him walk up to his place.

Enough talking to myself it is time to for me to get what I need. Right fucking now.

I walked over to his door and took a deep breath as I approached it, he said to walk right on in so there is no point in knocking, right? 

Here I am overthinking everything once again. Whatever I am just going to go inside.

There wasn't anyone on the other side of the door though, I was expecting to see him sitting there on the couch sitting in a sexy pose waiting on me. I shut the door behind me and walked further inside.

Wait a minute...Is that....Someone in the shower? Should I go check? What if it's him and he gets mad? What if it's someone else and I get mad?

Why am I this way?

I'll just wait in here for him, and when I say in here I mean his room because I did walk up to the bathroom door but I chickened out. Leave me alone. 

Before I knew it the water stopped and the bathroom door opened.

Oh dear.

"You didn't want to join?" Did he just ask me that? What am I supposed to say to him? Especially the way he is looking right now I had no words.

His body has water droplets all over it, his hair is everywhere and just dripping water. Then there is the towel. Just the towel, the only thing that is protecting his goods from me.

"You aren't going to answer me?" I snapped out of the daze that I was in and looked at his face.

"I wasn't sure if you wanted me to or not." Ari scoffed at me then smirked.

"Come here. Now." How am I supposed to say no to that? I instantly obliged to what he said and got off of his bed. It was like I was in a trance, his eyes were so....addictive. They were just pulling me in. 

As soon as I got to him he gently put his hand on my neck.

He began pulling me closer to him, he wants to kiss me just as bad as I want to kiss him. I closed my eyes waiting the the contact but that wasn't what was happening at all. In a blink of an eye he grabbed my neck much harder and pushed me hard against the wall.

"Ari--"

"Don't speak unless I tell you to, understand pet?" Holy shit. "You are in my house, and you are going to do the things I tell you to do." His eyes were piercing right through me, I didn't know if I should be scared or turned on. The second option is definitely taking over for sure.

"Yes Ari." I spoke out.

"Get on the bed." He let go of my neck so I could follow his order and that is what I just did, I don't want to get punished just yet.

I sat down his bed and awaited for him to come to me. He walked over to his dresser and began grabbing a few things, I couldn't quite see what he was grabbing the anticipation was killing me. He turned around with that same smirk on his mouth.

In his hands were condoms, lube, a gag and....rope? Is this where we are already starting?

"Now you listen to me pet. I just have a few rules for you, if you follow them you'll get to cum. I will keep this gag and this rope very close by, I will not be using them right now. However, that is where the rules come in to play. We will go over more when the time comes. But these two are very important.

"You do not kiss me while we have sex, you get one chance. If you do it, you get gagged and depending on how I feel will depend if you cum or not. If you try to touch me or in the slightest try to take control you will get tied up and I will not let you cum. Do you understand pet?" This is so much to take in right now.

What in the actual fuck?

"Ari don't you think--"

"I said do you understand, pet?"

"I understand." What else was I supposed to say? I want to touch him though, I want to make him feel good like I was that night. He was loving it.

"Good, raise your arms." I did as I was told and put my arms in the air. He swiftly took my shirt off revealing my naked chest to him. I could see him growing underneath that towel, I so badly wanted to see it.

No, I wanted to touch it. Would that get me in trouble? Should I ask first?

"Ari?"

"What?" His voice was very seductive, I want him so bad.

"Can I...Can I put it in my mouth?" His smirk never seems to leave at all.

"Put what in your mouth?" Oh jeeze here we go.

"Your dick." I said it softly, he was making me feel so embarrassed for wanting to do it. He out his hand under my chin and lifted my head up to him.

"I'm sorry, but I didn't quite hear you. Say it louder."

"Your dick." I said it a little louder, but not loud enough. As soon as the words left my mouth I knew he wasn't going to take it.

"I feel like you're just fucking with me now pet. I said." He grabbed my hair and pulled it back making me yelp. Something about that just made me so hard that it hurts, I want him now. "I couldn't hear you. Tell me what you want."

"I want your cock in my mouth! Please let me have it!"

"Very well." He let go of me and took a step back. In a blink of an eye the towel was on the floor and he was revealed to me. I licked my lips and went to get on my knees but he stopped me before I could. "Get naked." I didn't even hesitate, I quickly stripped down and got into position.

Without even thinking I put him in my mouth, I was sliding my tongue up and down feeling every inch of it. I looked up at him to see his eyes were closed and his head was tilted back a bit.

I began to lick the tip and tease it with my tongue. I am gonna make him want me to touch him, rules are meant to be broken sometimes. I slowly took him down my throat and then slowly pulled away, as I was about to do it again he was tugging on my hair again yanking my head back.

Once again making me yelp. He got down to my level so he was eye level with me.

"What do you think you are doing pet? Teasing me? Don't. Do. That." I could only nod. Who is this man?

He lifted me up and put me down on his bed. Without warning he was spreading my legs and putting his head between them, I didn't even have a chance to to prepare for what he was doing to me.

My length went in his mouth, his eyes never left mine, and he was putting a finger inside of me. This was enough to make me want to cum, but I knew I would get in trouble for it.

He was sucking so fast and hard, it was as if he was wanting to make me cum. I think he knew this because he stopped so suddenly that it made me cry out unintentionally.

Too much is happening so fast that I can not comprehend a single thing that is going on. 

"Oh you want more?"

"Yes Ari..."

"Prove it." He said this then went down to my hole and began licking all over it.

Holy Jesus what is happening?

His tongue was doing everything right, it was making me want more. This was just a tease for me.

"I want you Ari...please fuck me..." There was a slight beg in my voice, I was hoping that he would hear it and just do it already.

"What was that?" He said as he put two fingers inside of me. "What is it that you want my dear little pet?"

"I need you inside of me." I moaned out to him, all he did was chuckle. The hell?!

He leaned up to me as he slid another finger inside of me, this isn't enough I need more damn it! His face was very close to mine, he licked my ear and then bit it. The same thing that I did to him.

"Ashton." Oh my God, the way my name sounds coming out of his mouth. "I don't quite understand what it is that you want." I am melting.

He took his fingers out and began putting on a condom and lubing it all up. I thought he was going to put it in me but instead he was just rubbing his dick on my ass, he would barely push it in and then take it right out.

"Please Ari...Don't tease me..." I couldn't handle anymore teasing. He didn't even acknowledge what I had said, he just continued to rub himself on me. "I need you inside of me Ari, please I can't take it much longer let me have it!"

"Are you demanding me pet?"

"Please fuck me." He looked me in my eyes for a moment, and then it went dark.

I closed my eyes because without warning he was sliding inside of me, I was so tight so I was thankful that he was taking his time at first. Once I was comfortable with him in me I was ready for him to just fuck me.

It was a crave, I have needed this since the club.

But he wasn't. He knew what he was doing, he was still teasing me! I want to grab him and make him fuck me but then I won't get to cum.

"Faster....Harder Ari..."

"As you wish pet." He didn't even wait, he started fucking me like I was his little bitch and I loved every second of it.

It didn't matter how hard he was going I wanted so much more of him. No I needed so much more of him.

Ari held on to the back of my thighs and continued to go as deep as he could inside of me, each thrust was literally driving me insane.

"Turn around." I immediately obliged.

He grabbed the back of my neck and pushed my face down on his bed. He smacked my ass as hard as he could, that alone could have made me cum.

"Ari.."

"Not yet." He growled, he pulled me up so that my back was against his torso, with one hand he had it around my neck and the other was holding my dick, jerking it to the speed that he was going.

I knew that I was not going to last much longer.

"Ashton...I'm..."

"Me too Ari!" In a matter of seconds I could feel him coming and that made me bust all over the place.

I haven't felt like that in a long time. We both collapsed on his bed facing each other, I took this moment to look at him. He truly was a beautiful man.

"So--"

"I have to work in the morning pretty early. You can walk yourself out." What in the actual fuck? What just happened?

As I got up he did as well so he could remove his sheets and replace them with new ones. He actually wants me to go. What do I say? Do I tell him goodbye? Do I just leave him alone?

This has never happened to me before.

I put all my clothes on slowly left his apartment, I was hoping that he would change his mind and let me stay with him.

But that is what did not happen at all.

When I got to my apartment I went straight to the shower to wash off and just think about what just happened.

I don't know how to read you Ari...

How am I supposed to feel? Why am I so attracted to this guy?