Kensuke sits alone in his old room at his desk writing a letter. On the floor the remnant of glass from his glasses are crushed. There’s ominous crimson markings on the walls and floor, dripping and oozing all over the room. All the inscribing all display the same thing “I am Unlovable.”

A Letter from Kensuke…

One day maybe you’ll understand why I had to leave you…

One day maybe you’ll realize how I hurt all of you…

One day maybe you’ll stop thinking about me…

One day you won’t miss me…

Why do I feel so empty? Like my life knows nothing of the word “meaning”. Being me isn’t so bad though. Things could always be worse they say, and trust, I don’t want things to get worse… But I can’t help but want to know…who am I…? Why am I here…? Does anyone care about me…? Am I even real…? Is anyone real? Or is this all some sick joke from the mangled delusions of some psycho Fink, who finds the joy in others suffering...? I often wonder if my existence has any weight to it. Does anyone’s? I have more questions than I do answers… More fear than I have courage and more lies than I have truths.

I want to know so badly what my purpose is… Who I am, and what I am meant to do with these powers? Is there a reason? Or is it just a middle finger in the face?

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MORE QUESTIONS THAT I CAN’T ANSWER!!

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MORE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS THINKING ABOUT THE PEOPLE I’VE HURT AND THE LIVES I’VE RUINED…

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Am I the villain…?

Was I meant to play that role…?

I don’t really think that’s me…but then again I really don’t even know who “me” really is. For all I know I was an evil destructive person, a DEMON, a DEVIL, a FIEND!! Who lost his memories as some kind of punishment for my misdeeds?

Who really knows anyway…? Does my past even matter anymore? Whoever I use to be is dead and gone now…leaving me with this affliction. No matter how bad I feel, I will continue to try and see the bright side of things…and try to be the good person I should have been… Keep up the good work Kensuke. Not matter how bad you feel…I’ll never stop believing in us. You aren’t unloveable…

Sincerely,

Kensuke

Dictated but not read.