[Breaking News: A 14-year-old is fatally shot in the back of the head, possibly held at gun point. The teen was flown to a hospital in his hometown and is said to be in critical condition. His guardian tells us he is not doing well. She reports that she is unaware whether he will live or not. Currently, there is no one in custody. Are we just going to let this happen? What is happening to the world?]

There is nothing like watching someone die right in front of you. I see stars, but they are not stars. It's kinds like specs of lights just floating around in your sight. It's confusing. Heartbreaking, inspiring, something so depressing has never happened to me. I feel like death has found its new meaning inside me. In the distance, everything looks small. There is a sudden weight that holding my shoulders down to the ground and I don't think someone's body is suppose to feel like that. 

I have a headache.

I am unaware of the situation I have been put into. All I hear is breathing and crying and some sort of background noise that honestly does not need to be in my ears right now. Something like pain in stillness. That's what she said. It's suppose to be quiet today. There is no feeling in a place like this, and I do not think it will ever be. I hope so. 

I am scared for his future.