I was thinking about this part while writing the last chapter *laughs in hidden* Anyways I love writing these things down. I get to reach out to you guys and share my experiences. I put little things here and there for advice. The biggest feeling I get is joy. If people may not read this book; I want it to be written. I want to help people but it is so hard if I can not help myself. I feel I am getting to see a good side to me but bringing out the bad side. I want my readers to feel as normal as possible. Feeling normal is hard but with a good person by your side. I feel this book is something to come back to every once in a while. I am happy to be writing something like this book.