I am getting older. A lot of people may relate to me on this topic about parents. I do not have the best relationship with my mom but I always try. At the same time, it is a relationship where I want to grow to define myself. I am starting to go on a different path but it is hard from the atmosphere I grew up in. I will say I love the idea of defining myself. I define myself through writing, art, or music. I am more on the creative side. I have nothing against those feelings. I am going towards learning more about the right love and affection to give to others. I want to learn to be less afraid. Defining yourself is a journey and I hope you readers have started the journey early. I am starting my journey late in life. I am ok with that feeling because it is something I am probably meant to do.