Ahhh, I sigh, I really missed him. My body adapts completely to Marv’s body and I can feel his fur next to my skin, on my neck, on my arms and legs, it feels so good to the touch. His pitch-black hair against my skin feels like a warm embrace. Even in this heat, it feels so good. Before Marv, I was always the big spoon and now here I am in complete surrender and adoring this feeling of protection it gives me. Did it use to feel like this when Marv touched me before?

As I move around a little, to try to settle in a bit more, I start feeling something hard against the back of my leg. I try to move around a bit more to see if I can get it to stop poking me but it’s no use. Now, it’s in between my legs. I try to remain calm but I start to get flustered remembering what happened the other night. Part of me wants that hard thing to be Marv’s dick and another part of me is scared that it is Marv’s dick.

I try to slide off the bed but Marv just grips his hug even tighter. There's no way I can escape. I can feel his warm breath on the back of my neck and it's making me long for him even more. Yes, I admit it, I have been longing for Marv ever since our little incident.

I really need to get my act together. I can’t be feeling like this about Marv. He’s a fucking Gorilla! This is so wrong in so many ways.

It’s true that he’s the one I value the most in this world, it’s just basically him and me. We make a great team, we have lots of fun together, we’re there for each other, we even seem to understand each other, even if we don’t speak the same language. We really were made for each other.

Ok, Richard, take off you Disney hat and come back to reality! I can’t keep reaching these conclusions. We’re basically family and that’s it. I’ve overthought this to exhaustion. Marv’s erection isn’t coming down but I don’t think I’m prepared to deal with it now. Maybe it will go away once he feels the smell of the lasagna. I’m sure he won’t be able to think about anything else. So, I just yell:

- Marv, it’s time to eat, let’s go!

After dinner, Marv is pretty much drowsy from all the carbs he ingested so we just settle in on my bed since it’s already a mess as it is and watch NetFlix and chill.

*end of chapter 3*