So im here laying in bed crying my eyes out for no reason. idk why it in times like this i really just want to be with adam. i always feel so lonely without him in my life. i dont want to just txt. i want to hold him.kiss him.hold him. i wish we could just go back in time to when it was easy for us.back when i hated weekends because all i wanted was to go back to school so that i could see him again. idk if any long distance couples do this but i always have and extra pillow that i like to sleep with and hold tight because i pray it was him and that i would hold him as tight and as close to me.