Trigger Warning: Alcoholism, hinting at suicidal thoughts. you have been warned

Staring at my bedroom ceiling.

These intrusive thoughts my mind is dealing

These gruesome thoughts seem more appealing

My hand is soon revealing

cupboard doors forget this, stealing

hoping it is maybe healing

i pour a glass my heart is beating

Dizzy drowning forget this seething

ache inside my soul defeating

everything so unappealing

alone with these intrusive thoughts im feeling