Back in the classroom I was shocked to find out that as I walked in everybody inside was looking at me. I sat down next to my best friend-Christian-. He told me that everyone was looking at me when we kissed. I just turned bright red. Christian told me not to worry and the teachers won’t find out. I just looked at him we were friends since birth did everything together and we never skipped any playdates or hangouts. You could tell something was wrong. 

You have always been there for me and I loved that about you. No matter what happens you always were my friend. Now you ask me if anything was wrong, I didn’t know what to say. Just sitting there made me feel uncomfortable even when I was with Christian. He had light blue eyes and blond hair which was softer than anything. He has black glasses which has a huge contrast to the color of his eyes and his skin. His skin was not pale but had a peachy color and his cheeks were full of bright red you never knew if he was blushing or not.

 Christian never left me because of something that came up he either brang me or he canceled it. He was popular amongst girls and boys. He, therefore, had lots of friends (well I would call them people who know him, but not as I do) but he always made time for me he was like a brother I never had. My best friend and he also treated me like I was the most prized possession. 

We had a one year age gap but that didn’t stop us from being in different grades. I worked hard skipped a grade and it has brought us closer than ever. My parents are always proud of me but sometimes I wish they would just leave me alone. It’s just not right now he is so nice to me. Why does he always have to make time for me and not himself? I never understood him. I remember when we were little he would always babysit me even though I knew that he was busy. It was as if he loved and wouldn’t let go, but I always wondered why he was always helping me maybe he just had nothing better to do. I know that’s not the right answer. And deep down somewhere I feel that he loved me and that's why he cared for me. I’ve seen him with everybody and I just wait until he sees me and he always does.

 He would leave and we would walk together and just talk.