It has been a few days since the last time Marv tried to do something to me or was successful at using me as his fuck toy. Things seem calm and everything seems to have returned to normal but it’s only apparent normalcy. There’s no way I’m in my right mind after all that has happened between Marv and me. My emotions are all over the place and I can’t seem to be able to reason everything that has happened so far.

It feels like it’s the calm before the storm. I now live with the constant feeling that something might happen at any minute. I’m on edge but as the days go by and Marv doesn’t attempt to do anything else to me, I naturally start to relax and just enjoy my time with him and stop burying my head on work.