I tried to contain a gasp. I want to believe to this day that I managed to, but I am not sure anymore.

As I try to compose myself – why was I so scared anyway? – I realize this was a website. Making no noise at all, I have a quick glance and see several tabs open. And on them I see the dreaded words on repeat:

WHITE NOISE

WHITE NOISE

WHITE NOISE

WHITE NOISE

WHITE NOISE

WHITE NOISE

WHITE NOISE

WHITE NOISE

WHITE NOISE

WHITE NOISE

I dare not disturb my roommate. Maybe I was scared that he would react strangely like last time. In fact, I didn’t even look at him.

Intrigued but determined, I plot to find out what this is all about as I walk slowly back into my room.

Was I overreacting?

Why was I so scared?

What was wrong with me?