Alex’s pov

I felt like an idiot for letting myself be so loud, I could feel my release getting closer. I pumped my fingers in and out of my hole harder, faster my other hand steadily pumping my penis. My moans filled the room i couldn't even hear the TV show that Jake was playing. My precum leaked down my hand lubricating it, making me want more. I only rejected Jake's offer because I didn't want to disappoint him with my smaller penis size or how i came so quickly. I heard a soft knock at the door “yes” I said almost letting out a loud moan. “Desserts ready, can I come in for a minute” I panicked “w-why” I asked “I just want to see you” I bit my lip and hissed as the need for friction came back as I stopped pumping, pulling my fingers out. “Alr-right” i said the door cracked open and Jake came in shirt off and only in boxers “j-Jake” he smirked and walked over to me. I could clearly see the outline of his bulging penis “Alex, you didn't have to stop” he said seductively grabbing my chin “j-Jake i-” I stutter tears forming in my eyes, a flashback of my uncle yelling at me. Jake backed up and looked at me. “Alex, what's wrong are you alright” he said worriedly. I looked down “just a little scared, that's all” Jake leaned in and kissed my forehead “i would never intend to hurt you” I looked up his body towering over me, his bulging muscles “I know it's just we just started dating and-” he cut me off kissing my lips with a passion I had never felt before he slowly pushed me down to the bed. And moved down to kiss my jaw and to my neck, he found my sweet spot. I moaned out my penis twitching letting out more precum from this new found pleasure i was being given. “Jake” I said my voice mixed with a heavy need, he moved his hand to my nipple. I squirmed and moaned out his name. “Please, Jake i need you” he slightly pulled back and looked at my spread legs my wet throbbing hole and dripping, twitching penis. He looked at my face, I nodded and he moved to my penis. I moaned loudly when his fingers played with the tip. I could see his penis start to make a tent in his boxers . I cupped the bulge in my hand and rubbed it slowly. He groaned slightly and smirked he then he put both my hands above my head and kissed my lips. Our tongues danced in one another's mouth. I moaned as his free hand played with my hole. One finger, two fingers. My toes scrunched together, I loudly moaned out his name, feeling myself get even closer to my bitter sweet release again. “Jake more!” I almost screamed out pulling out of the kiss, he took his fingers out of my hole I squealed biting my lip my body trying to give me an orgasm Jake then pulled down his boxers, releasing his huge erect penis that already had the slightest but of precum at the tip. He walked over to his bedside draw and pulled out a bottle of lube. He rubbed some on his penis, and walked over to me and rubbed it on my hole making me moan loudly. He looked at me “ Alex, know this will hurt, I'm sorry” he said then he lined his penis up with my hole “i love you” he said and kissed me pushing in at the same time. The burning in my lower half was unbearable. He whispered in my ear, sweet things. Tears falling down my face he didn't move yet, waiting for me to tell him it was okay. the pain soon went away leaving me feeling very, very full he looked at me and wiped my tears. “Alex, I'm sorry,” he told me “I'm okay, p-please i need i-it” I begged and he looked right in my eyes “we can always do this another time” he told me I shook my head, “no, i'm r-ready” he smiled and kissed me, and started to thrust slowly. I cried out as he got faster “o-0h Jake, more p-please,!” he moved faster thrusting harder, i finally came my legs shook my cum got all over belly and his legs I clawed my nails into Jake's back. He hissed and groaned, and moved faster, i was going to cum again, i felt it built up bigger and bigger. I dug my nails in his back even harder his hands on my hips “J-Jake i'm-i'm going to-!” I screamed and erupt all over my stomach again now my stomach was heavily covered in cum. I panted heavy he kept going his breath hitched. And he sped up he was getting close. He leaned down and put his elbows right by my head he was breathing heavy I wrapped my legs around his waist and held him so he would have to cum inside me. “Alex, what” he said “p-please-do it!” I begged him in between my moans. After a bit of me cumming twice more, he grunted and I felt a warm creamy liquid flow into me. My back arched him wrapping his arms around my back pulling my up plunging his penis deeper into me, I cried out so much of it was going in I ended up cumming again. He panted heavily and slowly pulled out and laid down pulling me next to him “Jake, i love you” he smiled and pulled me to his chest. I heard his heart beating, and I run my fingers against his abs “i love you too, Alex” he said sighing and with that i fell asleep in his safe arms.