"So..your really doing this..?" Chungha looks at me with wonder, and disbelief
"yea..but, It's just an experiment! I'll go back in a week" I answer, looking at my new hair cut in the mirror.
"OK, did your mom, you know...AGREE to this?" Hyuna looks at me with disbelief as well but, she was the most understanding.
"Actually! She oddly encourages me TO do this! She said maybe I can be more 'social"
"ah.."
I get up, walking to the register, to pay.
"ya know..You guys COULD do this with me.." I offer, but I know chances are slim with that.
"well, it IS tempting.." Hyuna ponders it for a second.
I look towards Chungha and raise a brow, her eyes go wide
"Nope! plus, you guys know how my mom is, Gah! she would NEVER let me do something like this" Chungha waives her hand in the air.
The cash register notices us at the counter and helps us, soon we leave the place, we start walking back to Chungha's house, we're staying the day there, while My and Hyuna's moms are at work.
"We could ask your mom.." Hyuna slings her purse over her shoulder.
"I don't know..." Chungha's thinks about it.
"pleaseeeee" I plead.
"I really don't know, just think about the attention" she shivers from the cold.
Chungha has never really been the one for attention and she was never the one to hold drama, she was kinda a peacemaker, someone you would talk to when your down.
"well, Hyuna, what about you" I turn to her
the reason why I'm desperate to have them come with me is well, I don't want to do this ALONE, and maybe we could have this experience together even though they don't have to, they already look amazing, Chungha has the cute little innocent personality while Hyuna has a more different approach.
"I want to! But I'll have to ask my mom, I'm sure she won't mind, but we will see" Hyuna's eyes glow.
"It's cold, let's hurry up" Chungha walks faster crunching the orange and red shaded leaves as she walks.
We speed up with her, worried why her sudden mood went down. Hyuna and I look at each other with concern, we speed up to her.
"hey, Chungha...Is everything alright" I look at her worried, already knowing the answer to her odd behavior.
She looks at me hesitantly, I can see the sadness in her eyes, she looks back down and mumbles and soft 'nothing'.
"We know there something wrong, it's ok. You can tell us" Hyuna puts an arm over chunga comforting her.
"I-I"
Chungha is not the type to talk about how she feels, so when she does we know there really is something bothering her and like real friends we should listen to her feelings.
"I don't want to be left out" she finally answers
A pang of guilt just pulls on my heart, of course, she would feel left out, her mom was not strict but she was always on top of how Chungha dressed. There is a reason why she's like that, You see, Chungha's mom was raped when she was younger numerous times, but around Chungha's age, 17.
"Oh! no, no! Chungha! You don't have to do this! it's just something I wanted to try out! Be different! You will be able to be with us all the time! never" I scanned her face worried
"I know but, I'm gonna look out of place if you guys are changing how you act and look for a week, and I'm gonna be you know..me, won't I be out of place?" She smoothes out the wrinkles on her arm of the coat.
"You won't and will never be 'out of place' your place is here with us! This is just an experiment something for fun! It will only be a week! Don't worry" Hyuna reassures her.
Chungha looks reluctant but nods and a small puppy smile pulls on her lips
"sorry for making a big deal out of something so..Stupid"
"your feelings are not stupid"
We turn the corner and walk the rest of the way towards her house, talking and laughing the whole way.
"so do you want us to ask..?" Hyuna asked Chungha.
"you can try, but I'm leaning towards that she gonna say no, knowing, her" Chungha shrugged.
We walked up towards her porch, Chungha opens the door.
"I'M HOME" Chungha yells as we take our shoes off and hang our coats up on the rack
Yuji, Chungha's mom comes around the corner greeting us.
"WOW, that haircut looks great on you!" Yugi pats my back with a soft smiles
"Thanks, Auntie" A smile
"So you girls hungry I made some food, I hope you like bibimbap" She offers, she turns around going to walk off
"Actually, Auntie"
"We have a question"
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