Part 1 Life

Chapter 1 Misfit

Ari, 08:15, May 19, 3048, Saturday

Oh, It’s morning already.

L: - G’morning!

A: - …

L: - Hey, did I wake you up?

A: - Sup

L: - Can you walk Roku tomorrow?

A: - Sure

L: - Come for breakfast too

A: - Ok

L: - Sweet dreams, sleepyhead. See yea

Grrr. As if I have chance falling back asleep.

Another early bird.

Erin: “How about coffee? Will be near your place in hour or so”

Ari: “Ok”

Erin: “WOW. I’ve got lucky. Hehe”

Erin: “My big thanks to whoever woke you up! xD”

Ari: “Message Lisa”

Ari: “Ocean spot cafe : location sent”

Erin: “See you there”

I never thought it would get this annoying before death. Most of the people have multiplied their attention. I never do that, it’s awkward and yet so freaking common!

Yeah, I’m checking death dates regularly too, but so I know, not so I can rush for the last chat.

What the point?

I don’t understand why many people are taking the last month off and rushing for pleasures or for endless chatters or for the last-minute changes in one’s life. Jeez, it’s so stupid. We all know our and each other death dates, so why can’t people live their life fully and without regrets?

I always was told ‘You’ll understand once you have one month left’.

Here I'am.

One month left.

Nope, still no enlightening.

I wish they didn’t know and my last month can flow casually.

Hehe, I guess, it cannot be helped. Thanks, From, your name at least made me smile. Not reading it till Monday, tho.

…

Wind.

Wind is mixing the ocean with blossoms.

It’s good I decided to walk.

Wind probably the only thing I’ll miss, if there could be such thing as missing after death. I love how it play with my hair and its touch, and all the aroma it’s bringing.

…

A: - Here! Hi, Erin.

E: - Morning, Ari.

A: - Nice hair.

E: - Thanks, that’s the reason I came here so early. Tell me.

A: - What?

E: - Your special plans for the last month, of course.

A: - … em …

E: - I’m so excited to hear.

A: - Heh, sorry, I don’t have any.

E: - ???...

A: - I really don’t…

E: - Aha! You…

A: - Stop right there. There are no secret plans too.

E: - Do you have trouble deciding, then?

A: - No.

E: - What will you do ?

A: -  I’ll keep my routine, continue my machine learning course and take an exam a week before death. That’s it.

E: - Whaaaat? You are taking a course right before your death, why bother?

A: - ...

How unpleasant. Why each and every conversation are the same recently? The same thing over and over. Should I actually go somewhere secluded? If there is no other way to keep my lifestyle during this month, because everyone...

E: - Ari, are you ok?

E: - Ari!

A: - Oh, sorry, did you say something?

E: - You spacing out. Are you ok? Did.. did I ofend you?

A: - No. I think, I’m just getting tired of this topic. It sort of the same with everyone. In short, I leave in a way I want, so there is nothing much I can think of changing at the last moment. Even if I die here and now – it would be fine with me.

E: - That’s…  That’s unusual, but interesting point of view.

Wind.