so you're not the to pick up the pieces to love me when I can't love myself to make me happy when I can't smile to make me feel wanted when I feel like a burden so you're not the one

So you're not the one but you're the first one whoever broke my heart I believed in all your sweet lies it hurts to know the truth it hurts to have let myself love you to have trusted you to cared about you to have wanted you to always be in my life but you lied you manipulated me when you knew how fragile I was I told you everything I was afraid to trust meeting someone on the internet but I wanted to take a chance now I'm left behind with the hurt of trusting you of  love you of letting you in I show you darkest parts of me I'm not going to hate myself for loving you I'm not going to blame myself I'm not going to be ashamed of my decision for now I'm just saying so you're not the one