Hey guys, author here, as I was saying in another chapter. Ok after a very rough year in elementary school, I started middle school. In 6th grade that when I learn about depression and I was feeling ever since elementary school but didn't know what the feeling was. In 7th grade, I was leaving elementary school and starting middle school, it was very hard. After 7th grade, my friend told me that he had a crush on me so we both started dating in 8th grade. Then he cheated on me cause I say him with my own eyes kissing a girl, that's when I had the thought of wanting to die. As the school year went on, I started cutting myself cause I felt died every day. One day I was ready to kill myself by hanging in the bathroom and I had the rope ready for me, I got a chair from outside the bathroom. I set up the hanging thing for me to die, after I got down setting it up, I got on the chair shaking and I put the rope around my neck. Before I could push the chair out of the way, someone saw me and stopped me. After that, I went to a medical hospital but they didn't help me.