Listen.

Listen to what I want to say.

What I say is true, even if I do not want it to be.

What I say is false, because of the way my feelings get into it.

So I have my honest truths first, and my falsehoods second, laid in how my mind arranges;

I love you.

I hate you.

You have entrapped me.

I am worthless.

I am smart.

I am horrid.

I am stupid.

I am nothing.

I am something.

I don't feel.

I feel to much.

I care for you.

I hurt you more.

I listen to music.

I write my music.

I destroy my music.

I don't listen to anything.

I hear many things.

I hear nothing.

I am searching for an answer.

I am searching for nothing.

I am insane.

I am Crazy.

I am a hypocrite.

I want to die.

I want to live.

I want to stay anonymous.

I want to be known forever.

I am insane.

I am insane.

I am insane.

I love you.

I hate you. 

I love you.